June 22nd, 2017 (Grand Mesa)

My Notes:

I’ve been continuing to avoid meditations of late. In recent days I’ve actually been clearly unwilling to engage with this if there isn’t more forthcoming presentation; one’s words should be stood behind, so it’s been quite stressful recently days. Today, finally having a sense of home, I had a sense of a presence pushing through into this physical reality; I detected it at other times today. Waiting for it, I could certainly feel it, but I am not as good at concentrating in C1 as I am in mediation states so I finally agreed to do a mediation. I wonder what to do about this, so after awhile I decided to do a long Hemi-sync track focus 12 for local sharpness.

I settled on having an attitude that I’ll just be available, and see where this goes. In 12 I felt quite rusty at perception. I haven’t been here in awhile, but I thought I detected Ethereal was approaching. Then it became apparent that her image was presenting. My awareness of her was sketchy as she was a very subtle shimmer of light, but that is how it was when we first met. Then she came to stand along with me on my left side, and she took my hand as to lead me.

I asked her, “Ethereal, Why are you here now?” And she said to me, “Now I come to teach you […as I had promised]”. So I walked with her as she led me but now and then I would loose sight of her, which also was how it was when we first met. She would wait for me and I would reacquire her and we would resume our walk together. This too was how she would wait for me, when we first met.

We walked a short distance with the few restarts. As we walked holding hands I could feel how dear she was, my deep friend and ally. Then she clearly came to a stand still, and I stopped along side her. I saw that she was looking in the distance as if looking at something. I looked forward in the same direction and after some effort I began to see…with her – an ocean.

We were standing on a rocky shore, maybe like the coast of Maine or Norway; I don’t know. I sensed we were looking to the North Seas. Then she turned to me and said, “Put your hand in the water and heal the ocean”. This surprised me, but then I took a step into the water as she told me and putting my hand in it I began to command… to call into existence now the healing for the oceans and all within. I felt the power rise. Then some whales I sensed in the distance, so I called to them welcoming them for this time – this effort. Then calling to the ocean I said, “It is time to be free … free of the pollutions and all the ills of man.”

Then after sometime Ethereal direct me again saying, “Now speak to the North”, and so I reach out to the Spirits of the North, reaching out to northern polar Earth and spoke to them of their healing; calling them to come forth now saying, “Now it is time to recover the Earth, so go forth with this task”, and I felt that power too.

Then Ethereal yet again directed me, “Now speak to the stars”, she commanded. And so I called to the stars to now be my witness – of this time – the time to recover the Earth. The time that all within is to be healed, nourished; for all that is within the Earth, to be delivered from the pollutants and ills of man. And I felt this power and recognize this power as I have known it before.

After this, Ethereal turned around and so I turned with her and went with her as we walked back. We walk together, she was on my right and we held hands as one in purpose. She then stopped, faced me, and kissed me on the forehead. Then she took a step back to take a place standing on my left as we both turned around to look forward and wait. Then I saw Raphael approaching. He looked as the first day I met him, wearing the simple coarse cloth long-shirt tunic, his long black hair, and his sure being. He smiled and came to stand on my right.

Then – I knew; I remember now. He is my guide in this Recovery. I remember now, this is how it would start. Two archangels: of Earth and Heaven – companions with me that I know, and we stood together looking forward into the future. Here we are; I have known this.

Then I wondered out-loud, “What of the Elohim”?  “Now do I get through?”, calling out to the EMA, but I could not find him nor could I hear him. Then something said to me, “We desire you speak to us as a whole and not an individual”. I looked to see who spoke, and they added…. “It begins”. I inquired with them, “Why now”? And in reply they said, “We are calling you back….”.

So long it has taken and now the time comes. “I was wrong, You have been there for me to turn to. You have been there for me to depend on. I see it now.”.