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My journey into Hemi-Sync induced alternate consciousness environments began in early October of 2014. Having been trained to think critically and being a skeptic by nature I had no idea what to expect from any of this stuff, if anything.
To clarify for the reader, in these initial chapters I will be writing about my experiences from what some call an out-of-body (OBE) point of view but just briefly. As chapters proceed I will be speaking less and less about that. In time, as I got use to coming and going in a variety of manners, I really didn’t dwell on the OBE aspect of it at all, so in my writings I focus primarily on the places, discussions, and relationships that developed in these other consciousness environments (focus-levels) or planes of existence. If the reader seeks a how-to induce an OBE these readings do not address that. I do however provide more detail about the environments encountered in my section: The MtnGoat’s Discussion on the Focus Levels.
As an aside, some readers may think, gee this stuff is really cool – that’s what I wanna do. To those that think that I can assure a life caught between worlds, dimensions – whatever – is not easy and it certainly is not fun. Some may think, it would be a blast to do soul-retrievals (How cool would that be?!), but in reality such retrievals may be found to be traumatic experiences for the psychic rescuer; one’s life mortally drained to the core. To engage the Beyond – authentically – warrants a sober attitude.
I’m not writing this to provide an endorsement as to what Hemi-Sync will do for the reader. I know people who got the Gateway CD sets (previously called tapes) and initially found them to be useless at home but once they went to TMI and took the Gateway Voyage course things opened up for them. I write in the context of Hemi-Sync because that had a lot to do with how things progressed for me in the initial years of its use.
So, how did Hemi-Sync work for me? When I started the Gateway Voyage CDs I didn’t actually think anything would happen and so I only bought the first CD set. In the whole program set there are (currently) seven sets of CDs, each set has 3 disks. In TMI product marketing speak each set is called a Wave.
Anyway, as mentioned elsewhere, I did start reading part of one of Bob Monroe’s books at the beginning of all this and decided to stopped reading it because I did not want to pre-condition myself (what I call front-loading) with any particular interpretation or expectation of what I should encounter in these various states.
When I finished the set called Wave I, which produced no “experiences”, I realized that set was just basic training and so I bought Wave II, the second set of CDs in the course.
By the week prior to October 27th I had worked through Wave III, the third set of CDs in the Gateway Voyage course. That is when things began to “happen” for me. At this point in the series one has only been introduced to focus 10 and focus 12.
Once I was into the focus 12 lessons there were a number of experiences that were just so utterly incredible and vividly clear that I realized I had to start writing notes about what was happening. With these experiences came a difficult adjustment; the connecting to these other realities beyond our own.
This began to test my mental and emotional capacities as the experiences were often overwhelming and incredible; apprehending these realities was just too much to absorb.
As an aside, I encourage anyone going through this process to carefully write notes about their experiences. In the process of writing one often recalls more details about the experience; equally important is what one may understand in hind-sight while reading one’s notes. There may be continuities, themes, or hidden meaning found in the full scope of one’s notes that may elucidate the particulars of one’s experiences; leading one to remember more, realizing more depth.
Commonly, there is repetition found in my notes as I was documenting details about each event that pertained to technique so-to-speak. I have not redacted them out because they are still meaningful to me.
So here we go. Here’s some of my notes regarding my experiences and the deep inner conflict I found myself in as I ventured farther into the Beyond.