Tales of Master Tellaidian

Introductory Comments:

This collection of encounters with the one I call Master Tellaidian began late October 2016 while I was at the Starlines 1 course (TMI, Virginia). This individual identified himself as Tellaidian but I came to address him as Master Tellaidian out of respect for his dedicated work; he never requested any title.

For the reader’s clarification, Tellaidian and his associates are physical individuals who are telepathically advanced. The more I am with Tellaidian, I can only say – it is the most incredible thing.

I’ve gathered these notes in one place so one may more easily read about this figure without the need to dig through all the notes. As with any collection however, one may miss other activity that’s occur parallel in the timeline of the collection. That is, one does not see the whole continuity of all messaging and experiences while reading the limited point of view of a given collection.

There may be explanations that are acquired with some other individuals not detailed here; such explanations may add to the collection’s full meaning. Yet the collections do help one become quickly familiar with the specific individual at the center of the collection.

The notes in this collection end October 2017; at the Starlines 2 course. However discussions with Tellaidian do continue after Starlines 2. They are written about in the main timeline notes following Starlines 2. In the main notes I stick to one thread. There is some duplication of encounters with other collections such as the ones about the Wise One and the Ancients and Starlines 2 course notes.

Starlines 1 course at TMI: Wed AM Session 2 – F49
{Following is the portion of session’s notes that pertain to Tellaidian. The full notes for this session are in the Starlines 1 notes.}

…Going to Alpha Squared ¹ I began to realized and observe more clearly that this space station was a conscious-form constructed built by other sentient beings similar to how the Thought-Vessel of Sa-Tash ² is constructed and operated. Shortly after this I found myself led out by one individual entity for lack of better description. We drifted in space toward an enormous blackness in the star field. It was circular and much blacker then the surrounding blackened of Space. Then looking off-plane of the galaxy I observe the bright glow of the central hallow of a nearby galaxy which I guessed was Andromeda.

At that time two other entities, the same species as the one that led me out, joined us. We joined hands – so to speak – forming a squarish circle between myself at one corner and the three entities at the other three corners. There was a forth member that remained outside our ring (this individual I later learned was the individual Tellaidian).

Then I felt a lift, as if on a great ocean swell. It was enormous and powerfully lifted us up. I felt like I was going to slide off this wave into the surrounding spatial star field as I looked down gradient of the swell while another swell came along and lifted us higher yet. Then I felt another lift of energy, and subsequently more swells coming along one after the other each time lifting or energizing us.

After many swells we came to some other state of existence; one I don’t think I’ve experienced before. As the swells stopped arriving I understood and felt this state was very abstracted. Then I realized I was in communication with the minds of the other entities. Initially there was some notion offered for an agreement to mentally commune and I agreed. Another notion was presented that I may “consider” being with them. I didn’t understand what that meant and put that thought aside. It was also explained I may pose questions to the group. Then I encountered some approaching fragments of thoughts or thoughts that I didn’t understand. I was trying to figure out how to voice a question to the group when a comment came from the figure outside the ring (Tellaidian) saying, “Come be in communion with them… Practice with them… It’s coming”.

I was in this state for a long time. When the return narration initiated exit of the session I found it difficult to comply. It was very hard to consider leaving this state, but I did force myself back to Voyager 8 although I felt like I was not coming down from the abstracted state. It was very difficult to return to normal even there (F34/35) but once I began to withdrawing group energy from the Voyager 8 crystal I felt myself starting to normalize.{Note: The V8 crystal is not a literal crystal. It is a thought-construct that represents shared purpose and/or intention – will. This ‘shape’ allows members to ‘apply’, assert, or impart energy of intention … if you will. This collective then becomes or effects something like an electromotive force that maybe shared and focused in tasks.}

Below the Collection continues with events following my returned from the Starlines 1

Thursday 11/24/16

Today I had the whole day to be with the trees and sky. I believe I had a productive afternoon being in contact with the ones I call, Those That Know Me, or sometimes I call them, Those I Know. At this time I decided to use the Starlines hemi-sync track to passively see what would happen after stating in my affirmation an invitation to those willing, wise in understanding, and free of any guile to contact with me.

Entering the session I went to what TMI calls Earth Core 27 (EC27) to begin the sling-shot maneuver. I seriously doubted anyone from TMI was actually going to Earth core. Once in that level I inquired how I might come to know the deepest aspects of Earth – Gaia and then I realized Ethereal was with me.

I was tentative whether I was actually meeting her or memory loading her. I had my hands focused on the traditional core view but then she took my hands away from that and said, “You wanted to know, so follow me”. Then she turned and began to lead me deeper – somewhere else.

We curved around some feature and I found we were standing over-looking a sight. We looked down and I saw the Earth as if alive and flowing; more alive than hot is how I would characterize it. We stayed there as I prepared for the slingshot. {As an aside now always use this place Ethereal has shown me for my slingshot maneuvers}

On the up-shot to SP27 I quickly readied my labradorite sphere and began charging it. It blazed into the characteristic light given by that stone. I noticed Raphael and was surprised to see him saying, “You’re here”. “I am always with you now”, he replied. Then I continued with the second leg of the bounced back to be with Ethereal… eventually jumping to 34/35. Once there I remained adrift, ignoring the narration of the tract.

There seemed to be someone around me or near me. I could feel it. Then I heard, “We are with you”, stated and I asked, “Who are you”? An individual stepped forward into image view. This individual struck me as the one from the experience at Starlines 1; the one that was outside the circle when I had joined in common mind with the three that lifted me in energy.

I saw this individual quite clearly; much clearer than at Starlines. The individual wore elaborate, colorful, and decorative garb of dark fabric, having large baggy sleeves, clothing length nearly to the ground, and a very high collar. I could not tell if the collar fashioned to a hat or he had a hat on, but the high collar seemed clear. The edges of his garment were iridescent. I could make out the face; like nothing i have seen before. This figure had a long slender nose or snout, possibly dark very wrinkled skin, a tapering narrow face to the top of his head, red-orange luminous slanted narrow eyes. He hands had long slender fingers it seemed; very wrinkled skin I think. The individual seemed authoritative, official, or high rank in his culture. At least that was the impression I had.

I asked if I may know what species he is, and he replied something like, “Arcturus [system]”. This word caused recent memories to echo back in which the name Arcturian had ‘occurred’ to me; that was when I met the individuals that I had the above experience with and it seemed to me they managed or administrated a gate of some sort, or whatever that is they conjure.

This individual started the conversation with the topic of mind-to-mind communications. He or it explained, “We are able to observe and peruse the energy signatures of consciousness at great distances. Your energy signature, we are familiar with and we respond because you are open to us”. I replied, “Thank you for this connection.

I commented, “At times this is difficult for me”. Tellaidian offered, “You are doing very well”. I continued, “I am not sure how to proceed at times”, to which he immediately stated, “Continue with your practice. You are attempting to persevere in critiquing your thoughts, studying sources of thoughts – this is a good practice to continue.” I found this individual to be quite supportive and affirming. Then he turned around and disappeared into the dark.

Surprised by that and wondering what to do next I decided to see if I could get to F42 (the Starlines 1 track does not have F42 code). Bridging my energy deposited at my SP27 and my mnemonic at Alpha Squared I suddenly found myself in my personal suite at the station.

To my surprise I found Tellaidian was already there in the suite as if waiting for me. I don’t recall the conversation but I understood he intended to help me get to what TMI calls the stargate in F49. I inquire why this was pertinent and he answered I would need it but he said no more.

After a few moments I recognized the room disappeared and I found myself in the same place where I had originally joined with the three others near the apparent circular deep blackness seen earlier while riding the swells of energy waves during Starlines 1 session. This individual I just met clearly appeared to supervise.

He stood outside the ring just behind me on my left. I cleared my mind to accept their process. I sensed some sort of circulation and a notion from them that they, or we, were normalizing. Then Tellaidian, who appeared to be supervising indicated that some adjustments would be needed. I acknowledged that.

I could not detect that anything happened other then we , the three others and myself, were ‘together’ somehow. I can’t explain. Then they let go of me and our ring ended.

Suddenly I found myself back in 34/35 hovering in a blank state. I decided to exit unclear as to what transpired but clear about the contact. Overall, it was a very rewarding experience. It was absolutely incredible meeting this individual from somewhere in the Arcturus system. I would have liked to speak w him further.

Back in C1 I was generally aware of some sort of “presence”; hard to explain. So I stated to all in general, that if these experiences actually are what they seem to be and that if I am not exposing myself to my own self-deception, I accept the continuation of this process.

12/2/2016: Another Meeting with Tellaidian Focus 42

I regret I did not write this immediately; now writing this a day later, as best I can remember. I used the Starlines track to go to 34/35. Quite notably, I encountered Ethereal again in the Earth 27 at the site she previously showed me.

For some unknown reason I had a bit more acuity of her presence and so I thought to inquire more about her nature. Though I ‘perceived’ her better I could only comprehend one word when I asked her about her nature. The word “deva” ³ was strongly placed in my mind, but that was all. Then I began to focus on the slingshot process.

Another interesting aspect happened next in F27. When I entered my SP I found the labradorite sphere (where I deposit and concentrate energy) was already quite brilliant and active. I approached the sphere standing next to it, then I placed my right hand on it – energizing it more – and then I continued with the slingshot process.

When I eventually arrived in 34/35 it was black but there was clearly a patch of sparkling bits of light or something in front of me, a short distance away. The bits of light were brilliant in color and brightness as they sparkled rich in deep dark colors. This residing in blackness as a background or matrix; like a scintillation emerging from the space itself.

Though brilliantly sharp in nature with rich colors of deep blue, deep purple, and some dark red/violets I clearly recognized I had never observed anything like this before in my life – remarkable. After a moment I wondered if the individual from the Arcturus system was present. I thought I faintly detected him, but nothing more developed.

Wondering if I could successfully get to F42 I tried to access my mnemonic ⁴ for Alpha Squared (F42) station and then found myself in my room there. The individual I previously met was there waiting for me. I could not discern his face very well at this time but I found I could manage more in terms of communications and so we discussed.

I can’t remember the order of topics, but the things I recall now are: I first inquire whether he had a name or designation as an individual and the name I got from him was Tellaidian. He appear to be of a rank of status of some sort. That’s the impression I had, so I asked him what he did. He explained he is a scientist. His formal studies pertains to the field of long distance telepathic communications which he was using with me. I inquired about his planet and he corrected me that he is from a planet in the Arcturus ‘system’ ⁵.

He explained his planet is dark and cold. With that came an image of an iron ore planet in space, very cold; no atmosphere. I saw nothing on its bare surface. The surface appear mostly smooth as raw iron plate; hard beyond rock. The planet looked like an iron ball-like body. He explained they live below ground level and I saw that they lived very deep within in the planetoid body. They manufacture their own atmosphere for their deep subterranean environment. He also explained their numbers are dwindling, but they are long lived (I had the impression of many hundreds of our years or more) and that they are not concerned about their declining population issue.

Another topic I inquired about pertained to the encounter with the group of the three individuals that formed the ring with me, lifting me on energy waves while at TMI. He explained their purpose was to assist me with increasing energy. I wondered whether that was for the purpose of telepathic communications but Tellaidian did not specifically say what the energy was for.

I inquire about the Alpha Squared station and posed to him my notion, “Being that it is not physical I believe, I wondered if it is a system of thought-forms that various cultures have constructed and now utilize together in their varied activities”. To which he responded, “That is very well put”, but that is all I learned concerning station details. I know we discussed much more and in more detailed, but this is all that comes to mind now.

The following Sunday: I wrote Franceen King at TMI who designed the Starlines courses. I asked where the idea of Alpha Squared (F42) came from; did TMI create it or did it already exist. She confirmed TMI did not create it (as the ‘TMI There’ and Voyager 8 manifestation structures used for group activities in courses); that early when she was planning Starlines, she was guided to finding it and it was suggested to her that she incorporate it for her course. As an aside there is also a F49 harmonic of Alpha Squared and this referred to as Alpha X in TMI courses.

12/21/16

This was a very faint frustrating session. I wanted to test a long hemi-sync track I had made. As usual I went to F21 and was surprised I could hardly detect anything. In 21 my mnemonic was unmanageable. After working with it more persistently I still could not see it nor could I manage it; this was puzzling.

When I got to F27 I found myself at my old Lifelines landing area. It seemed there was a large angel waiting there. I had good enough perceptive acuity that I could detect the various gray hues in its feathers but given how strange things were going I didn’t know whether I was front-loading the image, so I was skeptical.

I studied this image trying to decide whether I thought the very tall angel (something like 10-12 feet tall) was actually there. Then being undecided about it I began to leave for my SP27, but then the angel reached out and took hold of me, not letting me leave.

This was a very big surprise that I wondered at. Am I suppose to wait for something? There was no answer or instruction from the angel which confused me; about what was going on.

I looked up at the angel expecting some explanation but receive no indication regarding why I was being held, so I tried to leave again, and again I was held fast by this huge angel. This was most peculiar; that is, no message and no instruction from the angel at all?

Then a GPS27 guide appeared which typically is associated with a soul retrieval in my experiences. I could hardly detect the form of this guide. Then the guide began to lead upward as the angel then let go of me.

I followed the guide as in the past; everything was very tenuous. I could barely detect anything and in time we ascended to where the Hall was (in Lifeline Part I notes) but I detected no one. This whole thing added up to zero and after a short time I gave, going back to my SP. When I got there, not much was apparent either.

Eventually I proceeded to F34 and to my mnemonic at Alpha Squared (F42). At the mnemonic I studied it carefully, while trying to consolidate myself. Entering my suite, my perceptions were still poor but I had the impression Tellaidian was there although I was unsure whether this was just a memory load. Making no progress else-wise I felt/detected Tellaidian was communicating but I was terrible at it.

I did greet him mentioning that 33 light years is a long way from Earth. It was hard to say what I believed was really being transmitted but then there were the most incredible moments at times when I really clearly felt, clearly seeing, clearly knowing we were connect over this vast distance – remarkably vivid.

Then the thought structure’s reception became really poor and I couldn’t say we were communicating any longer. It was however, none-the-less, a truly incredible insight like I’ve never had before.

After some moments this grew to be most irritating and discouraging but suddenly Tellaidian took me back with him to be with the others that I had formed the ring with. This too was vague. Now as they were raising the energy, there were something like waves again; kinda like back during Starlines. I found I was getting sick.

As they worked to raise my energy, as they had in the past, I began to feel much sicker or utterly stressed or ultimately strained. Their energy was ramping up so much I felt I couldn’t tolerate it. After a time of not being able to stand it any longer I left the ring. Then I was confused, sick, and fatigued; all my concentration was lost for any of the environments.

Eventually when I returned to C1 this whole experience left me feeling pissed off for a few days; just very pissed at the frustrating lack of clarity and understanding. I thought I was just told the clarity would be back back (in other notes). What’s going on?

Friday 3/31/17

Late afternoon, the second meditation of the day without hemi-sync: I decided to go to F42 and see if the memory room could help me remember forgotten details of my purpose on Earth. I added to my affirmation that I was willing to be redirected.

Getting to F34 I went on to Alpha Squared in F42. Entering the main hall of the space station the individual at the front greeting area did not seem to see me. I felt as if I was a ghost; everything was vague. Then Tellaidian walked up along side me on my right. I greeted him. As we walked across the main hall, to make small talk, I brought up the notion that he was a scientist. He clarified for me he was not a scientist in our modern sense, but more in the sense of our classics, ie as a scientist/philosopher/theologian; more common in our previous millennia.

He relayed to me, or I understood, that he spends much time at the station meeting other species I suppose is how one might put it. I said something to the effect that he must be learning a lot, to which he replied, “Not as much as you would think”. There seemed to be a joke in this that I think I later came to understand.

He asked why I was there and I explained I had come to see if the memory room device would help me. {I should remind the reader, the memory room is an apparatus at Alpha Squared/Alpha X that one may utilize to request memories/understandings. It’s introduced during Starlines 1. In my experience it also acts as a transport or portal}

We eventually made it to my floor and suite. I had explained some of my frustrations with my existence. I asked if he had any advice but he answered he would not interfere in such things and so offered no insights, but then he added he would wait until I was done.

The memory room attempt proved useless. As I left the suite I found Tellaidian in the hallway waiting. He asked me if I would like to know more to which I replied yes; explaining I didn’t get anywhere with the memory room. To my surprise Tellaidian replied, “You have not tried. Come with me”.

This puzzled me and we proceeded to walk around the space station to the opposite side of the structure. {The notion of not having tried was an interesting comment. That gave me a lot to think about in terms of including more volition in affirmation statements and travels}

As we strolled around the hallway, on the same floor as my suite, we circled around the station and across the station we entered what impressed me as an observation lounge or conference room. It had a great view of something I had not seen since the Starlines course. We had a great view of the black hole, I think.

Then I remembered this was actually where I had first met the individuals that were instrumental in my meeting Tellaidian. As we stood in this lounge area Tellaidian encouraged me to continue working with their process (the Ring process with the three other aliens met earlier) but this was very vague and I was often semi-disoriented.

I had the impression he was going to introduce me again to the Ring of three individuals I had been with before, when I was experiencing the energy waves in the session at Starlines. And next it felt like, I had the impression, we melted or walked right through the station exterior into some space, the space we were in when at Starlines.

I glimpsed some images but I was getting nowhere; comprehending nothing for the most part. I called out to the ring members requesting more clarity but I was getting absolutely nowhere.

I determined to stay with them but in the end I became confused, disoriented, and then lost my awareness of any connection with them. In the end if seemed like a complete flop but I decided I should go back and continue trying to work with them.

Back in C1 I was very discouraged.

May 2017 Focus 34/35+

….. I thought I detected Tellaidian but suspected I was memory loading. After a bit I had the growing sense that something familiar was also aware of my presence. Then I detected Tellaidian again but now I was having very brief flashes of vivid perceptions of him; these were reminiscent of when we first met. I recognized his image and concluded it was not a memory image.

I observed this for some moments. It felt as if he and I were phantoms floating together in empty void, as if all that existed was just our two forms. I greeted him and bowed. As this construct consolidated I asked him, “Why is it we are meeting Tellaidian”?

He replied, “You should come with us”, and he began to turn away as if he was going somewhere. I stepped up next to him and placed my hand just over his hand on what seemed like a walking stick or I don’t know, something that was in his left hand. I don’t know how I knew to do this.

Then the two of us walked together in emptiness, void. In a short bit I realized we were stopping and as I stood next to him I could see he was looking forward. I maintained my concentration on my grip on his walking stick so that I would maintain my connection with him. I also looked forward, turning my attention to what he appeared to be looking at.  This gets really hard to bring back, all the details of this experience since there was considerable depth in perceptions and understandings during our contact.

As we stood together it was as if we were about to witness some event. Suddenly like a ship emerging out of a fog, an amazing view appeared of what I thought was the same circular blackness seen before; it emerged before us. This reminded me of events when I was at the Starlines course when we traveled to the galactic core. That was when I first met Tellaidian’s associates.  Now I looked at the vision and wondered. It was an immense body of blackness, in the background blackness. Then I wondered about Tellaidian and asked him, “Why am I here with you? What is the meaning of this exercise”? I became engrossed with the depth and magnitude of the sight. It was astonishing.

I continued, “What is this”? Tellaidian answered, “This is access… access to the ancient. We come here to study; to be with this…”, he said. “Why am I here”, I asked him? “You’ve felt its call?”, he asked. Slowly, then recognizing, “Yes I have felt it in my life, but did not know how to find it… What is it?” Distantly he answered, “You may come be with us here”.

At that time I realized my body was ringing or buzzing. “Why do you come here and study it?” I asked.  Again, as if distant Tellaidian replied, “It is everything, the most pertinent – The Root”.

As we stayed there my depth of apprehending it increased. At times I had glimpses or moments of realization; insight into what this was. It was far beyond my comprehension. Then I had more moments of insight and I came to recognize it in some elusive distant manner; the depth or scale of its meaning; something that is utterly fundamental and ancient, beyond stars. I recognized it as if a primal ancient memory.

“You should come be with us [here]…” Tellaidian reiterated. I wondered what purpose I could possibly have here and then wondered about Telladian’s purpose. I turned to asked him, “Tellaidian, where are you from [wondering if I am wrong about his origin]? Are you from….. the Arcturus system”? “We are older…”, is all he said as he seem distant minded from me as he was focused on the sight.

This is a nice article from TMI about Franceen King and how she came to develop the Exploration 27 and Starline courses.

Franceen King of TMI

July 19th, 2017

I didn’t write this immediately after meditation because I was angry about the whole thing and don’t recall all the details.

With hemi-sync, I attempted to included my NeiGong breathing in parallel through all focus levels shifts to F34, rather than just during the preparatory process. Once in F34 I found myself with Tellaidian and his circle of associates, but it was very faint.

I asked him where we were. He explained it was not a place, rather it is a state. I worked with his associates in the Ring initially but then Tellaidian took over; he and I working together alone. Again there was the sense of rising energy and then a high energy/space/state. What is the word for it?

In time Tellaidian seemed to diminish, shrinking out of view, and I was alone with something, someone else. Whatever this was ‘it’ discussed the wisdom (or concurred) in my choice to continue working with Tellaidian. We discussed the nature, character of some individuals; myself, Tellaidian, and others associated.

I was alone with this ‘something/someone’; it was very abstract and vague (F). This one again did not clarify itself for me. After a very long time I became tired of the mental overload and returned. Back with Tellaidian I was deeply discouraged; finding myself exhausted and irritated that whatever it was would not elucidate itself/themselves. I seemed to ‘know’/recognize this group/individual/thing but I know nothing about them. The perception of them was utterly abstract.

The Ancients
Sept 19th, 2017
This was a very long meditation with a lot to write about:

This is the second day I forced myself back into meditations. This morning’s meditation was productive. This evening, I decided to use hemi-sync thinking I would alternate my practice meditations with hemi-sync sessions. My intention was to go to F34/35+ and continue to reinforce my focus-level’s mnemonic encoding.

At my affirmation I stated the above intention and given the recent incident with Veronica I also stated an inquiry regarding whether it was proper for me to gift energy to the Tall Beings (TBs) at the Healing Aspect in F27. I’ve also returned to my practice of utilizing Shen Gong/Nei Gong methods in my preparatory charging process; spending time doing that prior to starting my sessions.

Arriving at my F21 mnemonic I was surprised to find the sachem ancestral spirit standing behind me. He was grinning broadly and turning to him I placed my hand over my heart in greeting and then we hugged. It was so good to be with this spirit again; his shaman spirit was also present. When they turned to depart I wondered if I saw the rumps of a couple of ponies with them as they slowly vanished into the dark mist.

I proceeded to F23. When I got there it was black. I had wisps of images but I questioned whether those were memory loads of one sort or another. I spoke out to the level saying, “I wish only to perceive correctly; without memory load or imagination – to perceive truly”, and then the angel I have seen in recent trips appeared again on my left.

Together we rose up through F23. At times I had grand views of that Heaven. When we got to F24, after exchanging glances with each other, the angel and I parted ways.

Nothing much happened until I got to F27. There I felt and recognized that I had arrived at a familiar place but it was only slightly perceivable. Again I announce out-loud my desire for only correct perception. From there I flew to my SP27 enjoying the lift of strong breezes that took me high to my SP27.

At my SP I didn’t know what to do, so I climbed up on the platform I carved into the arete on the mountain’s shoulder sometime ago, and from there I called the Spirits.

After that I called out-loud to the surroundings whether it was appropriate to extend energy to the Tall Beings (TBs) and something said to me, “All such gifts are appropriate”. So I spent time crafting and extending this to all the TBs at the healing center. When that was complete I turned to climb down and suddenly it was as if a bright light like the Sun appeared on my right. I looked at the light and clearly saw my old vision of the Ancient of Days.

I wondered at this. Why is this image being sent to me so often [the same old mantra: remember who you are]? And why is the Alpha Squared memory room also drawing attention to this I wondered [These are now old worn out questions that find no resolution] so not knowing the complete answer at that moment I climbed down and entered my SP to begin the sling-shot maneuver.

I started energizing the labradorite sphere as I also began to access the conduit of energy given to me that provides what I call the Creative Force. I used that to charge myself and the sphere. Then I proceeded to EC27 (Earth Core focus 27) and there I focused on using the location that Ethereal had shown me. I was determined to maintain clean focus and after a few oscillations between the levels I went to F34/35.

When I got there it was black and as I had no goal in mind I decided to spend time focused on discerning perceptions, rooting out memory loads and stray thoughts until I got to a steady state. After awhile I thought Tellaidian was present but I figured that was just a memory load, yet the image persisted.

As I began to suspect this may actually be Tellaidian he turned away to his right indicating I should follow him. I was on his left as we walked in utter void like blackness – as if we were nowhere. I said to him, “Master forgive me…[I have been slow to return]”, and as he walked forward he raised his left hand in front of me interrupting as if the matter was completely inconsequential. As we walked I stayed focused on him so as not to loose the connection.

{I had been slow to return to Tellaidian as a result of a memory room experience. At that time, after the experience, Tellaidian was available but I had no heart to pursue anything and so leaving I promising I would return and I left. Those notes are elsewhere}

On our left suddenly the Alpha Squared space-station was vividly. Tellaidian seemed to discount it as if it was the same old station that’s always there; nothing interesting here.

We continued and after some moments he lifted his right arm and pointing outward; with what seemed like a walking stick he directed my attention to the oblique view of a disc galaxy. It had minimal dust lanes in its structure and the rich blue light of young stars was evident; a prominent feature throughout this galaxy. A moment later we were back in void-like emptiness again.

After a time Tellaidian stopped and before us was his (Ring) crew that had lifted me in energy before; the first time occurring during the Starlines 1 course. He directed me to join them.

It felt like I merged or swam to them; hard to describe but in some manner I floated up to join with two individuals that I recognized from before. I took their hands and became aware of a third individual in front of me. Then we made the ring formation between us as we had during our first meeting at Starlines.

At this time I was able to study the hand of one individual as it or he held my hand. The individual had very thin delicate slender forearms and wrists smaller then the size of a 5 year old child. The hairless smooth skin was light brown and their small delicate hands had 3 slender fingers. It seemed there was an opposing thumb clasping my hand but all I could see was the 3 fingers; very fine or delicate structure. I allude to the image of a gray here. These figures however are smaller I estimate. They also appear aged as there is considerable detail and expression in their faces. But they are not grays. This is an illustration.

Then I felt a wave crash upon us; striking me squarely. It was like standing in the ocean perhaps knee deep and having very large waves (head tall) crash over oneself at the beach, but not so strong that it would knock one over. I felt the thrust of the wave and in time more came; one after another.

I asked what these waves were and I thought it was Tellaidian who answered, “Gravity…… waves….. subtle ….”. I asked, “What is the purpose of increasing one’s energy with these waves…..”. To which Tellaidian replied, “Illumination”. I began to ask another question and he abruptly interrupted, “No more questions”, so I stopped and concentrated on the waves themselves.

As I focused on the waves I noticed they seemed to be slowing down, but it was more like the waves were now approaching as if in slow motion. Everything slowed until one wave came and it appeared to stand still. I found I was standing in the maximum height of the wave in the mist of its full crash as it thrust onto me. As it stood still I felt as if time was stopping. During this the crew had been fading away and I found myself alone in this wave of energy trying to apprehend what I was perceiving/feeling.

Then clearly again the vision of the Ancient of Days appeared in front of me and I was looking at it, as if I was entering it. I sensed something was there, ever-present, all encompassing, and it said to me, “You have many fears”.

I answered frankly, “Yes [I have learned fear from a lifetime of misery]. This Force replied, “There is no longer any need to fear. Be at peace”, and I asked, “How can I be at peace with so many questions? There is no validation of these constructs. I have been shown much yet, how can I be at peace without its validation – without knowing its true?”

Then they/it continued, “We care for you… there is no need”. I asked, “Who are you…. I am your father [of Source]” and the vision disappeared. Then was in darkness but found I had mind to mind contact which I apprehended was something far beyond even that which I’ve had with those I call Elohim. I can’t remember all the conversation as the discussion was an extensive debate. The magnitude was mind blowing. It just felt beyond everything.

Then it or they said to me, “Accept us”. I asked, “Who are you?” “We are the Ancients…. “, they answered. So I added, “If there is no darkness, no guile… if you are light, the positive, the creative – True, then yes I accept you, but I need to know this is a valid construct.

Then I saw a mirky darkness; a death-like force. It creep in as it had over 40 years ago when I first saw the Ancient of Days but now I brushed it aside with a gesture of my hand as I continued, “I do not know that you are the same one who I knew – who spoke to me then. Now I must know that this is the same root”. To which the Ancient(s) replied, “We will…. You will know. There is much doubt”. “Yes”, I unapologetically and matter of factly replied. “It is now time [we] dispel all doubt. You will know…”, they assured.

Then, out of curiosity I thought to asked, “The Wise One: Who is the Wise One”? They answered, “That One is an Ancient who has chose more form”, and I found I realized what they said.

Then after what was a long conversation, when it concluded I found they (Ancients) faded away and I found I was back with the crew that assisted me with the raising energy. A bit later Tellaidian was apparent and after disbanding from the three that coordinated the energy lift I walked with Tellaidian as he turned slightly to me saying, “Come back [You may come back] to be [study] with us”. We walked away from his crew and in time Tellaidian faded. I was left alone in the darkness.

Then there was a long exhausting return. I felt a need to get out; too much energy, or too much something. Back at my SP27 the view from my open air window facing the peaks was amazing; looking down the U-shaped valley; in the distance, the ocean. That must lead back to the beach on the other side I considered.

I phased directly to my F21 mnemonic. From there I counted down slowly to reinforce my mnemonics. When I got to C1, I found I had a new perspective and it was more peaceful as if I could accept things better. This felt like it was some sort of answer.

Below is a session entry from Lifelines October 2017 that pertains to Tellaidian

Lifelines: Thursdays Later AM Session – Last Day; Wrapping Up Sessions

{Following is the portion of session notes that pertained to Tellaidian}

……. I charged my labradorite stone into a bright light as I drew upon the energy available to me; an energy conduit from the Elohim. I continued to charge myself and the sphere to a brilliant state, then I went to F34/35 where I immediately encounter Tellaidian.

Together we walked in silence; alone like those on a still cold moonless AM night approach. After a short distance, in whatever this place is, we came to his crew, but they were vague and hardly perceivable. Tellaidian said to me, “Go Join”, so I did.

I greeted the others and acquired an awareness. Immediately a large swell drew upon us quickly rising to my chin as it passed. The next wave that came overtopped us leaving us submerged, in what? This repeated, above us, as I was aware additional waves were still arriving. These too passed over us, covering us.

In this blackness I wondered if The Ancients were there and then I plainly head, “We are here! We are always here”, they reiterated. I said to them, “I don’t understand. Why did I come to this [TMI]. I asked…about this…that I should go. I was told the door was open. So yes this doorway was open, but it led to nothing. Why”?

They answered me, “It was important you were there… for others. Your presence was needed. You went to BE there”, is all they explained. {This discussion is referring to the Lifelines course week}

After this the events are hard to remember but I came back to Tellaidian. When I approached him at Alpha Squared he said to me, “Now we will talk”. He continued saying, “Be unconcerned with your former self. Turn away from it and come be with us. The answers to your questions are here. You must be with those that are your own…  Beyond – not of a planet. This is beyond [even] me. You must go be with your own – beyond”, he emphazied.

I said to him slowly, “To remember”?  I opened myself, allowing myself to be receptive and to extend my awareness saying, “I need the thought; to remember it. I need to know. How can I know without knowing it is true?” I replied. After that I returned.

The collection continues below with events during the Starlines 2 week; the events that pertain to Tellaidian – October 2017. There is some duplication from the Starlines 2 notes here. This course’s week followed the week after Lifelines.

Starlines 2: Monday Last Afternoon session

This was an introduction to new states: Earth Core 34 (EC34) and Earth Core 42 (EC42). The task was largely focused on creating the respective pick-codes (what I refer to as mnemonics) for these new states. Accessing these states was facilitated with the sling-shot technique developed by Franceen King.

When we first got to Voyager 8 in F34, from ‘where’ we commenced the sling-shot to Earth Core 34 (EC34), the narration instructed us to look at ourselves. When I did that I found I was invisible; there was nothing there. Actually this didn’t surprise me as I recall once in F27, while being with another student who confirmed all the details of our encounter, the student could not perceive me. Also, in another verified incident (F27) with a different student, he too confirmed the details of our contact, but also could not see me.

Getting to EC34 I found nothing notable about this state at the time. However, when we repeated the procedure for accessing Earth Core 42 I developed a serious headache in two places in my head and felt great pressure like a sheer force. It was most painful, but being in EC42 was deeply comforting to me; like the embraced of something deeply fundamental to one’s substance and being. The desire to stay was very strong regardless of any pain. There was also the sense that something great was ‘dawning’ on me.

One peculiar occurrence took place when I was back in F42 preparing for the sling-shot to EC42. During the bounce I suddenly encountered Tellaidian who reached out to me and touched me. When he did that I saw his planet again.

I’ve only seen his planet once before and this time I again saw the dark barren planet with its bare iron plate-like surface but now I also clearly saw a nearby geologic feature that looked like a deep riff or gorge that had jagged rows of iron spike-like crags jutting up sharply. I wish I could draw it; a wonder to see.

As we continued the sling-shot maneuvers, visiting these different levels, I found I felt better in EC34 and EC27 as if I was decompressing compared to what I felt in EC42.

At the end of the session I felt disoriented and stressed from the sheer forces, the compression-like feelings that accompanied the terrible headache but I deeply missed the contact in EC42 nonetheless. As an aside, other students also reported similar sensations.

Starlines2: Tuesday Late Afternoon Session: Objective is to observe the galactic core (GC), the I-There Council stuff, and the memory room at Alpha X (F49).

In this session prep I was able to spend more time with my Shen Gong charging method then usual. At my affirmation I stated, “I desire truth; correct perception of valid constructs that I may partially occupy. I continued directly to my SP27 and again stated, “I intend only true perceptions…of the female visitor; untrue perception – let false images be removed”

After that I went to V8 to charge the group energy crystal for the other students. After that I ignored V8 and went directly to F42. There I soon met and greeted Atur and Anosh (didn’t know why they were there) and pressed on to other business.

I migrated to F49 and going to my memory room I inquired regarding the truth of the galactic core. Not much happened and leaving the memory room I found Tellaidian waiting for me in my suite as he said, “Follow me”, and we walked out into the hall heading to his conference area.

Once we got to his conference room I viewed his other visitors. These appeared to be milling about or participating with others in some way. Tellaidian turned to me saying, “Here. This one is JoJo. He comes from the region you refer to”. Then he beckoned this ‘creature’ over to us. How to describe it? A crude sketch below.

Tellaidian introduced us and provided JoJo with an introductory detail concerning my interest. Next this creature lead me toward the conference room window as if we were going to look out. Looking out, I noticed this creature arched what seemed to be a foot up against the exterior wall near the window, while keeping its’ other foot planted below it. Weird.

I first considered I didn’t know what to ask but then I said, “Is there any specific meaning or messaging association with the galactic core?” JoJo curtly stated, “It is impertinent”. So I next asked, “IS there a star-gate”? To which JoJo replied, “Yes”.

Given that information I thought to go back to the memory room and be more specific about the StarGate. After thanking JoJo, I returned to my suite.

Back at my suite, I entered the memory room and posed the question, “May I have correct perception in F49 and what I may learn from this”? I waited. Then as if in a dark fog surrounding a tunneled vision I looked up and saw several figures standing together as in a circle.

They stood around what looked like an large iron compass several feet across, or perhaps it was some sort of sextant as it appeared to be a spherical coordinate navigation transit. As I studied the figures the scene was most peculiar.

They stood silent and appear as individuals wrapped like mummies with fresh wide wrappings and these had a purple hue; though it was hard to know their shape. They appeared to be focused on their task as they largely ignored me. There seemed to be five individuals, maybe six. It was hard to know as I looked at the group from an oblique view.

I wondered if this could be what TMI calls a cluster council, but then one turned suddenly looking directly at me saying, “NO. We do not pertain. [But] We are a council, a council of guidance of this galaxy.

From there I could see or was aware of a large group, or super-cluster, of galaxies. I saw how their guidance related to the greater collection; maintaining the course of a migration for this galaxy. Then that one went back to its previous focus as I watched them.

Then a moment later another one turned and pointed at me saying, “We will request your assistance at the appointed time”. Puzzled I continue to observing them working, as they continued to ignore me. Soon I left returning to V8. At V8 I became aware again of a severe headache as I had at EC42 but I easily normalized myself with a simple QiGong circulation.

Starlines 2: Wed Late Afternoon:

At my affirmation I stated I wished to know the utility of the Stargate.

F21: The Sachem ancestral spirit was there. After our embrace we addressed the needs he looks over and afterwards I departed.

I went to AS42 via V8 and readily found Tellaidian. I asked him about any need of F49 to which he replied, “No. It is immaterial”. Then we left my suite and walking down the hallway I thought we were taking a slow gate and considered how old Telladian might be. I decided this pace was good as I examined more clearly how Tellaidian walked.

And then we slowed further decaying into slowing motion. When we approached his conference room I saw things were slower yet. Tellaidian told me to join (The Ring). So I went to his crew and we stood together. It is now familiar to be with them. I think I saw the bounded minds and then I felt their energy rise.

At our feet was a trickle of water, as if we stood on a smooth flat dark slab; a small laminar flow of cold water streamed. I looked up and looming before us I saw a smooth black wall, the pure vertical before us; a gentle sheet stream of water draining down over it.

I sense the others clearly and sharing mind together we raised yet more energy. This time I actively participated and saw form a bright ring of light connecting us. There was a bright spot on the ring and the spot of light, with the light of the ring, circulated through us accelerating. I knew how to energize it and heard the others called to me, “State your goal”, and I called out loudly, “I need to let go of this mind; to acquire and share Mind. My goal is to enter the StarGate; to acquire understanding of its utility”. Then the circulating light appeared to be slowing; moving in slow motion through us. As it continued to slow I saw the StarGate and went to it.

Again it was aesthetic to behold; this deep phenomena of nature. I entered it and wondered what it actually was as I heard, “Transdimensional-translation uninhibited by the physical universe”. I floated in causally and then found myself drifting; as if carried along in the tube.

As I drifted I saw a brief flash of an alien species similar to Grays and I wondered if they were the same ones I had met during Starlines 1 in a session that took us to the StarGate. Then they were gone.

Drifting further in I came to the chamber/interception of these two portals; like a tee in meeting another portal. I decided to take the plunge and I step out into the light blasting up from below, into the incoming port’s current .

Drifting in this current I wondered how I might use the portal to perform my purpose, whatever that is. And I heard or felt a directive that I should see Sa-Tash. With that I suddenly realized or learned that the effect of the portal is not limited to within it. That is the effect may be accessed from outside the Stargate and I understood this could help pilot Sa-Tash’s translation ship, or it is how they do it now.

My attention was drawn back to looking at things passing by me in the portal; again the throughway about the size of stacked interstates. In the distance approaching me, I saw huge fuzz balls looking vaguely like cotton-candy drifting toward me in the oncoming traffic. These large fuzzy spheres were different soft colors and evenly spaced as the approached.

I wondered what these were and immediately a mind overlapped and I learnec, “You may contact celestials”. I asked “What are celestials?”. These are bundle[packets] intention-purpose-function.” I understood them to be like signals, as if in a nervous system. Then something injected, “…..the consciousness of the physical universe”.

I stated, “I wish to acquire greater understanding of purpose”, and I was then left in the portal for a long time drifting with tangential thoughts or illustrations; moving with the flow for a long way.

I heard the narration begin the return and I wondered about turning this star-gate thing around. I was befuddled by what to do for a moment and I found the StarGate had itself just circled-round and I was instantly back to where I started; as if stepping out of a doorway.

I recognized the 3 ring members I joined with. The circulating light among us was gone and now I clearly saw the alien face of one crew member. I wondered if these were Arcturians (distinctly different from Tellaidian) .

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Meetings with Tellaidian continue in the November 2017 section of the Post Starlines 2 Collection.