Purpose

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November 17th, 2014

Evening (~ 23:30 LST) Fair to Good EC Shielding. 4.2 protons/cm3. Flares: C11

Today I planned to go to focus 21 using the F21 free-flow track. To remind the reader a free-flow track is a hemi-sync session with minimal narration. This is provided to allow the user a session in which they can engage as they please.

Entering my session Raphael was not there but I immediately detected the 3 ghostly figures that I first saw early in these experiences weeks ago. At that time they stood silent before me. In those early weeks I came to think they represented something powerful, something well beyond our normal physical world, beyond archangels; as if they were deities, daemons, gods … whatever one may choose to call them.

As I faced them wondering who they were they gave me the clear understanding that they were going to control this session; that this session was intended for their purpose, not mine. I didn’t specifically understand what that meant but I clearly knew that thought was conveyed by them.

Then we began to rise, vertically. It was similar to how Raphael would pull me to wherever he had been takeing me before but this was more like being swept along with them.

As we rose nothing seemed to be happening at all other then I was aware of them and that we were rising. There was a moment when I briefly saw my decease uncle, like slowly passing a turnoff on a highway.

The 3 figures continued taking me higher, to where I had no idea. After a time they stopped and we were there – together – for a long time. I had no idea where we were. Then there was a moment when they addressed me. They spoke in a most definitive manner saying to me, “It is about Purpose.

That was all they said and then I heard the narration in the background starting the exit. As the session was ending I found I was receding like the time I first met Raphael.

The experience was very powerful but I didn’t understand why it happened as it happened. It seemed like we were building to something and than… that was it? I understood what they said but I didn’t understand why we went through all that? They could have just told me in F12 it was about purpose. I get it.

When I returned back to C1 (normal consciousness), I immediately started another session using the Wave 5 Exploring Intuition exercise in focus 12. I haven’t written much about this but I have previously found this lesson to be most instructive and productive. In this session however, as soon as the hemi-sync kicked in it was like an explosion; an explosive entrance of a very powerful presence.

It was like looking into a light. The light was bright but bright like a full moon, not like looking into a spotlight. This was a light one could comfortably look into but this was like looking into a Mind.

I was completely overwhelmed by the power incredible clarity of this encounter – the understandings that accompanied this. One thing I understood was that this – this light or mind – was a collection of entities with a pluralistic nature – a pluralism2, while also being singularly one in identity. This felt like God, as a human might conclude, but I understood that the earlier forms of the 3 statuette-like figures was a crude low-level iconic representation of this higher level group.

I searched for a word to identify them and the only word I could find that described this plurality of divine-like entities that are also singular was the word Elohim. Of course that is just a word and an Earthly one at that. Although this word is found in a couple of languages, the origin of this word is long lost.

We conversed mind-to-mind of different things and when I got back to C1 I reflected that this experience was the most significant conversation of my life. Since this encounter I have had many such conversations with Them and others.

I remember asking why my life has been one problem, one disaster, one failure, one loss, and trauma after another. They would only explained but they stated it quite clearly, “… [for you] … to not become attached … not attach to success, not to fame, not to wealth, not to family, not to spouse …. to not be attached to anything”.  

All I can say is I found their explanation as acceptable at the time. One must understand however that I not only knew the phrasing of their explanation I also could see its whole context in their Mind.

I asked what was my destiny and They replied, “[Your destiny] … is to be with Us”, and then They left.

What can I say? An impressive, overwhelming experience – to be with something like gods.

When I returning to focus 10, still in the session but preparing to exit, it was suddenly brought to my attention that I should look down. I looked down and saw the large lead ball at my energy conversion box that represented something unidentified in my life and as I looked at it – it was now the size of a marble.


  1. These are notes to myself documenting fair to good Earth Core shielding. They pertain to seeing conditions during this session. Such notes resulted from a study I did comparing my seeing conditions to those of the Army’s remote viewer studies. I repeat this reminder a few times so readers understand why those old bits of information are presented at the top of the section. See: Sidereal Time and Psychic Ability 
  2. One way to think of plural conscious being is to use an analogy of a school of fish or a flock or birds; these acting in unison with orchestrated motion while being a collection of individuals.