Jan 4th, 2015 – Sunday Night a Free-Form Focus 12
~ 7:00PM (2:08LST) Good EC Shielding. Solar Wind: 1.2 protons/cm3. Flares: B5
(Some years after these early encounters I began correlating the quality of these perceptions with solar/cosmic ray conditions. The comment about – good EC shielding – were hindsight notes add as of result of this study. See: Sidereal Time and Psychic Ability
Waiting for this session to get underway, while in the dark at night with my eyes covered, I noticed my surroundings seemed brighter. This turned out to be a busy session filled with detail; can’t recall all of it.
At my affirmation I addressed the host of those I know with my usual thanks for their tolerance. I explained I wish to understand my purpose and those associated beings involved in this purpose – associated with me – all help is appreciated.
In the session I realized I didn’t immediately detect the captain with guard but as I turned to look for him he was there, behind me on my right; others with him vaguely appeared in a seeming fog. I thanked him and the others for their protection.
Following that nothing seemed to happen, things were sort of blank. As the track’s narration leads one to expand one’s awareness I thought I would try to expand my peripheral awareness more fully, and then, as if a window was opened, I detected beings in the distant periphery on each side of me. I noticed them flying above me as well. There was a faint moonlight-like light coming from somewhere above, a soft blue light.
I considered all this trying to know what was going on. Then there was something that seemed to be approaching me. It was invisible at first but I could feel something was there. It approached from roughly my 1:00 o’clock, crossed over in front of me, and then came to stand on my left on about my 10:00 o’clock at a distance less then 6 feet away if one may use the notion of distance here.
As the vision cleared I saw a women, and she was beautiful beyond the angels; divine beauty, sublime wonder; as if a goddess or deity – that is how she appeared.
She stood before me and I asked if she could help me detect her1 more clearly. At moments her appearance was crystal clear; a projection from the blackness that was draped by turquoise mists. She was etched into vision as with a microfine turquoise laser-light that projected and defined her; a subtle and delicate form.
Often I would loose sight of her as I considered what she said. I would have to stop to understand her and then I would have to stop thinking about that and turn my attention back to regain focus on the perceptions of her. By reacquiring my peripheral view, while again noting the others were still all about us, I would see her waiting for me. The others were not like her.
I asked if she could tell me what she was since since I did not think she was an angel based on previous encounters with them and she said to me, “[I am] a messenger of sorts, as the angels”, and she abruptly stopped speaking. Then, as if making a formal announcement she said, “The Elohim send Their love”.
I was overwhelmed, struck by her words, the meaning of her message penetrating through me and I lost sight of her as it took some effort to comprehend her statement. After composing myself I reacquired sight of her along with the others that were in my peripheral vision.
It seemed she waited for me to do this and then she continued saying, “… but I – have more systems of knowledge than they – more – energy systems as you may call it.” I bowed slightly to her in greeting and she reprimanded me saying, “… you have no need to do that! You are the son of a god2”. I replied,” I offer you my respect and though I may be what you say that does not mean I yet bare the stature of that appropriately”. She paused and looking at me she said, “You are growing in wisdom.”
I asked her whether she had a name and she conveyed I may call her Ethereal. Many times I struggle to visualize and understand her which seemed difficult due to her very sublime nature I guess; her image was clear but so very light and delicate, sculptured wisps of iridescent light throughout. I continued to loose sight of her at times, needing to stop and understand her.
I asked if she was a teacher [like the Gatekeeper] and she answered, “Yes. I am coming to explain much to you in time as your capacity to accept3 grows”.
We discussed my regrettable disposition of dis-trust (for the Elohim) but she injected in a surprising manner, “You have been crushed many times [it is understandable]”.
After this discussion I asked if she would convey to the Elohim my appreciation and thanks for the [angelic] guard and for their messages. She retorted, “You have no need to do that. They know”. I continued, “Yes, but I still wish to convey it.”
Then she turned and left the way she approached; gone like a glowing mist evaporating in the night’s air. (85.5 hrs of hemi-sync to date)
I decided to practice more on moving through focus-levels without hemi-sync. This is what I call a manual meditation. My goal was only to contact the IF (my Intuition Facilitator add-on) and possibly learn more about the Elementals.
While in F10 I extended myself. To explain, what TMI calls the resonant energy balloon doesn’t describes what I do. What I do is extend the near envelope of my energy and in this case to include the various large crystals in my room. From there I went to focus 12.
Again I noticed as soon as I pass from F10 to F12 my Bai Hu (Chinese acupuncture) point (what others call head chakra) clearly activated. I made some inquires of the IF and found I could only detect it moderately, but suddenly I detected something approaching me, crossing over to reside on my left.
I instinctively identified this being as Ethereal recognizing this approach pattern as perhaps a signature given in our first meeting. After greeting her I made an inquiry about the stones and the elemental energies. I did not get an verbal explanation but somehow I was able to see more about them. I understood what I saw but I don’t know that I can explain it in words.
She help me understand how I could arrange the crystals to allow better focus in my meditation session so I left meditation. Back in C1 I arranged the stones as she outlined. Then I returned to meditation. As I proceeded from focus 12 to focus 15 I clearly felt the shift.
In F15 I paused for some intentional targets. Then I thought to try getting to F21. Once there I found I was indeed getting more feel of the environment. I desired to look for the Gatekeeper since he spoke in the past of having more discussions together in F21 (As an aside this was a misunderstanding on my part). I didn’t know what we were to talk about at the time.
After a few moments I began to think I was possibly contacting the Gatekeeper; wondering if this was really working. Suddenly I found we were together at my old lamp-post F21 mnemonic, sitting together on the park bench.
It felt good to be back and for a few instants I clearly saw his face. As he smiled at me I could not think of what to ask. He acknowledged that explaining there was nothing to discuss at this time and I realized he was correct. After being with him for awhile I thought it was time for me to leave. Then quite suddenly I was distant from the lamp-post area of F21, phased past the dome dwelling first encountered during the Lifelines course.
Before returning I thought to go to focus 22 (region of deliriums & individuals in coma) to project some peace and calm. When I got to F22 suddenly I felt a great deal of energy surge thru me as my mind search for any suffering. I projected pure peace and wellness as far as i could reach. It was a surprising amount of energy, very distinct. Once the energy was spent I counted back down to focus 12, returning thru my mnemonics.
When I came back to F12 I recognized Ethereal was there waiting for me but I could not actually visual her quite like before. I wondered if I asked would she tell me more about herself so I proceed with my inquiry.
I explained I didn’t know what an archangel or angel actually is or whether those notions are correct for her but that I would like to know more about what she was. To my surprise she answered, “Think of me as collections of energy, thoughts and purpose, much like yourself but without material body and its limitations.
It is our intention to assist those such as yourself with development and like yourself we wish to do good for others; to help others in many ways. However, the performance of our intentions are not shackled by obstacles such as you encounter; obstacles that thwart and frustrate your efforts; that are due to your environment[condition]. There are aspects of you that are unique and this is why we work with you”.
I asked her whether the name Ethereal was correct or did she have another name. She answered, “You may continue to refer to me by that name but a name is not important. I am not of any alien species [manufacturing fiction as you consider]. You may continue to think of me as an archangel, or root [goddess] creature of past mythological times as those images may suit you. After this we resided together and after awhile I returned to C1 feeling deeply fortunate to have the clarity of this contact.
- In general, she was more difficult to perceive than the angels I’ve met for example. She was sublime. It was also more difficult to comprehend her thoughts. ↩
- Paternal source: one of the Ancients. Maternal: an Elohim ↩
- Accept: my capacity to accept what is said to me in these environments as valid – I guess. ↩