Collection: Elohim, The Elohim City, The Gatekeeper, and Wizard

March 3rd, 2016

(Optimal Galactic core shielding)

In my meditation this evening I only intending to observer; to allow my mind to wandered through the many images arriving. Some were as if frames of past dreams I’ve had; others I didn’t recognize. I generally don’t encountered this unless I’m at TMI.

The images appeared clearly but if I paused one trying to observe it the image would dissolved. This went on and the clear senses of viewing images increased – very odd. Then my alarm went off and I was surprise that my one hour meditation time went by in no time at all so I decided to do another meditation. {Note: I use a timer for exercise meditation; when not expecting a contact}

I started the second (also a) manual meditation and decided this time to move through the focus levels via my mnemonic controls intending to compare the image quality in the focus levels with the former meditation. Once in focus 21 I intended to maintain what I call ‘the blank slate’ approach; not focusing on anything particular other then inspecting and weeding out stray thoughts at their root. But then I noticed the adjoining stonewall that’s near the Wizard’s dwelling and so I gave my attention to that.

As I turned my attention fully to this Raphael became apparent at the dwelling’s entrance and he call to me. As I walked along the wall that adjoins the path approaching the Wizard’s place I saw the Gatekeeper waiting at the dwelling’s yard gate as he stood on the main path. Meeting him we walked up the inclined cobbled walk from the gate to the doorway; there I greeted Raphael as we all entered the dwelling together.

I saw the Wizard standing at the far end of his table. I walked over to my usual spot and stood there. The Gatekeeper entered and he approached his chair. Raphael entered and proceeded to lean in the corner next to doorway as seems to be his habit as he observers our conversations. I waited and after the Gatekeeper sat down the Wizard and I also sat. I could feel the wooden table before me.

After a pause I turned to the Wizard and asked if he could explain more about our roles, our connection; how is it that he is a future me. He answered, “As you know we are at a confluence of emerging realities. I am here to provide your connection to that future”. Then the Gatekeeper immediately added, “You are here as a result of the Great Ones’ intention. They, and you, are bringing forth their intention into reality. We all contribute our specific interests in this – into you – but ultimately it is the intention of the Great Ones that provided the original direction for this. We are all here as a result of that purpose and this reality’s emergence will emerge through you; the reality that emerges as a result of you and through you first. The two of you are conducting this emergence (ie The Wizard and I)”.

“Your part has been guidance?”, I asked the Gatekeeper. “Yes,” he answered and continued, “Raphael is here to add his particular attributes to you in this process”. I then realized Ethereal was not there. The Gatekeeper apparently noticing my realization added, “She is assisting you with your activities closer to the material reality in which you reside”.

I seemed to know this made sense in terms of the scope and characteristics of the persons involved. For awhile I considered inquiring about other areas (aspects) of F21 that provide guidance etc but realized it was all here. The conversation seemed to congeal into an understanding, knowing the parts, the roles of those involved.

The discussion and understanding felt ‘complete’ and I found myself exiting thru F15. I don’t recall actually leaving the dwelling. Arriving in F12 I wondered whether I would see Ethereal but I did not. I was able to comfortably exit through F10 to C1 and the timer happened to go off for my allotted time at exactly that moment.

The Elohim City 3/10/2016

What a week! I had lots of great clear energy as the eclipse approached but then things completely turn negative for me – powerfully so – as the eclipse finished (March 8-9, 2016). I struggled to get my mind under control in the mornings; some deeply irritated or aggravating feelings. The morning meditations were a mess (galactic core on the horizon ie poor conditions for me).

Last night

Last night[^1] I tried to force myself back into correct awareness, to turn the momentum of the negative. In meditation I encountered a shadow being and understood things about it. This encounter showed me how easily I got twisted (in attitude) and I realized it was such a loss of energy. I wondered that I could not resent this dark being’s adversarial nature, if one may use the word – purpose – as I recognized my own bad attitudes.

[1^]: Optimal time for me. See link to Sidereal Time & Psychic Ability in the Menu’s Reference section.

Then suddenly Raphael, Ethereal, and the Gatekeeper appeared were with me and I had a vividly clear 3D awareness of them, spatially quite remarkable. They explained that I should not see this as ‘wrong’ but rather it was a matter of my purpose being deflected by this and that I had only lost time or opportunity. “If not to be stopped, at least to deter…”, I was reminded of something my decease Uncle said to me. They seemed completely untroubled by the matter and I recognized new understandings in my mind about thought, energy, and negativity; all made sense and fit together. I became more determined then and seemed to truly see through this.

Then they said we should walk and so I followed them as they turned and led me a short distance to something I would describe like an over-look. I look below and saw something. A city….? Then Raphael said to me, “This is were you are from. We all gather here. There are many of the Ones you know that gather to this place (to socialize I wondered) but this was very hard for me to accept – that ‘I’ am from ‘there’.

We walked a bit further and it felt like we were emerging from darkness or emptiness into a forest and it appeared to be a beautiful night. I was facing this bright what…? A bright city? A bright structure? Something made of light? What was it I kept wondering to myself. I just could not understand all this and I felt like I did not want to go there. I could not understand it and I could not accept that I belonged there. How can that possibly be? We stayed together for a long time and it felt so good to have them with me here, this feeling of them, being together, being supported, and that they came for me in this way. I guess they were allowing me time for the idea to sink in but I just could not grasp it. That is impossible. After sometime everything began to fade away and I exited my mediation.

This morning waking up, I was determined to continue changing the aspect of energy, determined to rid the negative. My mind was clouded with conflict. I force through it, forcing myself to be still so I went into mediation determined to turn or stop it.

As soon as I got into meditation Ethereal appeared directly in front of me and she placed her hand on my chest. I placed my hand over hers. Then slowly I found myself leveling without any of my own methods, so I turned greater focus on her. I recognized her energy felt like what I call Sequoia energy, completely different from the feeling of the Elohim’s energy conduit.

We stayed there together and I understood, it made sense she was there to help me with energy, energy systems – as if I finally understood. Of all the times I’ve looked for her and the others, now she was there, helping me normalize. I turned my thoughts to manifestations for the day to come and eventually resumed my normal day.

That next evening I was determine to have a solid meditation. I laid my block of blue kyanite on my chest to help me level out more as I was keenly aware of the week’s stresses. As I started my meditation routine again Ethereal was immediately there. She raised her hand to me and so I place my right hand up against her upraised hand, palm to palm.

I wondered if she was there to further level me and so I turned aside from my general meditation and gave my full attention to her. This lasted for awhile and I was feeling better. Then she lowered her hand and stepped to my side. Then placing my arm in hers saying, “Come with me”.

We walked together some steps and then Raphael and the Gatekeeper were there again. We all stood together and I felt… well I felt friendship and again I had the 3D spatial sense of clarity, of their locality. I noticed it felt like it was evening once more and I again felt like I was somewhere like a garden or a forest. As before we arrived at the over-look gazing at the place that they previously showed me. It distinctly felt like we were outside and it was very pleasant.

Overlooking the site, or whatever it was I saw before, they again explained they wanted me to understand, to know this is a place of gathering for them. I studied the image trying to understand what they were showing me but I could not process the thoughts. We stayed for a long time. As before I felt that I didn’t belong there, that I belong in some other place… in seclusion, but they insisted that I should go and meet others. For myself I tried to understand – something that I could not understand.

After a time Ethereal moved off, rapidly disappearing up and to the right. Raphael and the Gatekeeper remained with me as I continued to try to comprehend the meaning of what they were showing me. As I conferred with them that I couldn’t perceived this clearly enough, to fully apprehend what they are showing me, the phone rang and I was out.

 

The Reality of It (3/15/16)

Earlier this day I spent time working with my ‘Feeling the Crystals’ exercise1. Afterwards I was quite energizer and later tended to recall times when life was very much not good at all. I was upset by the many disappointments and deep heartbreaks in life; so much effort, so much loss, over and over again. I thought about the entities that I consider mentors, my friends; I wondered about them for sometime. I know they say they care and all that, but I couldn’t help but think that they are in their places attending to their purposes – all that cosmic stuff – and here I am, in the grunge of the physical; mortals such as we are, slogging away at life pitifully, this completely pointless waste – all for some greater purpose I am to believe.

Later that evening when it was time to call it quits I found it difficult to fall asleep but I was still very activated and buzzing with energy from my earlier crystal exercises. I got my large chunk of blue kyanite (which helps me level-out energetically) so that I could sleep but then I thought I should go to F21 since I had the energy. Honestly I felt uninterested in managing the control of my mind to do that at this time. I just wanted to go to sleep and forget about everything.

After awhile something pressed me – about going to F21 – so I thought I’d give this a go; if for no other reason then to get rid of this nagging pressure that wasn’t letting go of me. In manual meditation I launched into my routine, not having any expectation that this would go anywhere; I really wanted to go to sleep.

When I got to F21 nothing was happening but something caught my attention. I saw the Wizard’s dwelling with Raphael standing at the doorway as is common but now this had a glimmering clarity – of being real. As exceptional as the clarity was it was also like looking through a straw scanning the setting. Wherever I looked was a vivid reality but in a narrow field of view. I saw the clarity of the ground, the reality of the mountains, the crisp brilliant alpine blue sky. As I approached Raphael on the walk heading up to the entrance he appeared to be in a very good mood so I commented, “You looked to be in a good mood Raphael”. To which he replied, “And why wouldn’t I be, it is a beautiful day”.

At the doorway, which is left most of the dwelling, I paused to look out and was startled to see how steep and deep the fall-off was next to the structure. I’ve knew this drop-off was here but had never seen it so clearly from this vantage point as typically I am inside the dwelling looking outward toward the mountain view in the distance from inside. It would be a sheer fall down that enormous chasm. I came to recognized just how deep the chasm was outside the dwelling, absolutely huge. This vista and the awareness made a strong impression on me given this clarity and the 3D vividness of that reality.

Inside the dwelling, all were there waiting for me. As I looked at the Gatekeeper and Raphael they seemed to be sizing me up and then the Gatekeeper said to me, “We do know. We do understand your pains”. Raphael looking at me sharply with directness reiterated, “We do .. understand”.

Then for an instant the Middle Council punctuated the reality and asserted the idea that they do in fact understand. The message they offered was loud and clear; the scene was vividly clear. There seemed nothing else to say. I felt I was absorbing the realization that all this was in fact real, that they were ‘really’ telling me this.

After a time we bid farewell and as I walked out the doorway I patted Raphael on his shoulder as if we were old traveling friends; very odd. Then once I was back, for a short time I marveled at what had happened and then finally fell asleep.

 

The Gatekeeper Explains (3/30/16)

Following my general greeting I proceeded to focus 21. I thought I’d go there and meditate in F21 having no specific intention other then to study all this. For a time there was nothing as I focused on my meditation but then I detected the Gatekeeper off to my right. He stood there just looking at me, smiling with that wise appearance that pervades him. I bowed and greeted him, “Grandfather”. Then he turned to his right and began to walk up the then apparent walkway to the Wizard’s dwelling and so I followed.

At the doorway I found Raphael in his traveling garb leaning against the door frame. As I walked up I greeted him and entered the structure. Once inside I saw the Gatekeeper settling down into his usual seat at the table. I was about to step behind him to go to the chair that I always use but the Gatekeeper said, “No. Sit over there”, as he pointed to the Wizard’s chair which was directly across the table from him. I puzzled at this but obeyed wondering if I was making this up somehow, but how did I come up with that?

When I was seated in the chair the Wizard typically uses I sat facing the Gatekeeper across from me with Raphael still in the doorway but now slightly inside standing in the corner next to the open air window. The window, to my right, provided a view of the Abyssal Mountains though they were less clear to me. Then the Gatekeeper said directly, “Questions?”

For some moments I struggled to figure out what the precise questions were. Now that I’m here where do I start? As crazy as this all is, given the chance to ask the most important question given this moment at hand, what do I ask? Gathering my wits about me I decided, “Can you tell me [again] what – I am?” To this all the Gatekeeper would say was, “All we can say at this time is what you already know, that you are an energy entity. There is nothing more that may be added at this time [that you would understand]. However, again to clarify for you, you are not from another alien civilization – or from some other planet”.

After another moment, recognizing that was all I would be given I asked, “Can you again explained to me this place? What we are doing meeting here?” Immediately the Gatekeeper answered, “This is not a ‘place’ as you may understand that, but rather this is an intersection of our thoughts. We have brought you here as we include you in our thoughts, as you are bound together with us in purpose”. I focused strongly on the Gatekeeper and Raphael to consolidate the clarity of presence with them, seeing them, recognizing their expressions. Once again I noticed that Ethereal was not here but I did not entertain this thought further since I had some understanding that she was residing in other Earth states according to her purpose; knowing I would see her when it was needed.

As I examined the images of them I recognized that I could not image or detect the Wizard at all. I looked at the seat that I usually use wondering if he would be sitting there but that place was blank, or a blur. This puzzled me and I struggled to perceive him for a few moments thinking he would be there. I said to the Gatekeeper, “I don’t understand why I can’t see the Wizard”. To which he replied, “I had you sit there, seated in his future so that you would be in proximity of that aspect. You see nothing in the other seat, where you generally sit because you are not there”.

The explanation surprised me but I understood what the Gatekeeper was referring to. He wished to place me in the Wizard’s near future knowledge, but what did that mean so I asked him, “What is my future?” He directly answered, “You and Raphael share much in the future as you know. He will guide you in many aspects of healing the Earth, men, and other things… all this is to come. You have many missions together”.

Suddenly, I found myself in a field with a dark horse that stood before me. The horse was worn and wounded in its emotions or spirit lets call it. I saw myself standing with it, facing it with my hand on its neck imparting the relief it needed. Then suddenly I was back in the Wizard’s dwelling.

Although I hoped for more details as I waited and listened, nothing more was added to the discussion and all disappeared. I held my state longer but there was nothing more and so I exited.

 

April 2nd, 2016 – 1 hr meditation (manual)

Late Afternoon (Optimal Core Shielding)

This Saturday was a productive day for me; doing errands and misc stuff. In the afternoon I happened to pick up a crystal that I had place on my living-room table. To my surprise it was quite active and I felt it ringing into my hand. As I did various tasks about the apartment I picked up some of my other crystals and they too were quite energizing to me. I wondered why they were suddenly active now after some days of feeling nothing from any of them.

As the day wore on and I got more things done and it occurred to me that a good time for a long meditation might be right now. I wondered given the chance to ask specific questions what is it I wanted to know. I also realized that each major step over the course of the previous year or so related to pressing questions I had, but now I was surprise to find that I didn’t know what to ask.

This was quite surprising since whenever exposed to something new I generally produce a long lists of questions, but not now. I peered deeply into this issue regarding all the things I’ve encountered, determined to find the key questions but again I could not grasp what that was. Then after sometime I decided to try going to the Elohim City – where they said I may meet Them.

Entering the session I proceed as usual to focus 21. Once there it was blackness. After a few moments either I recalled or I was reminded of the image of the Elohim City from my earlier experience. Suddenly I found that the steep descent I had seen appeared before me and I began to walk down into the forest. Once clear of the trees I was in a shallow ravine and then walked up an incline to what looked like a wall of greening light. I place my hand against it and allow myself to begin synchronizing with it and suddenly I found I could walk through the wall into a hall like area. Immediately an individual appeared.

He looked like one of the entities that I had met previously who describe themselves as my brethren. Appearing human this young man with straight long blonde hair cut just short of shoulder length seemed to be like one of the group that I had first met in the grass field during which time I had a sense of belonging to a herd.

As we faced each other I tried to organize my thoughts and then asked him, “What is my relationship to you – your species?” To which he responded, “You are one of us”. We paused for a long time as I search for strategic questions. “What is my relationship to the archangels I’ve met?” The figure answered frankly, “You are their superior”. I was somewhat appalled by that and asked him to explain. “The angels and archangels are beings that we created … to assist us with many tasks throughout our efforts. They are not slave servants; they work with us according to their free will”, he stated.

I was hesitant to ask more as I was unsure how I felt about what might be said and then it occurred to me to ask something different so I inquired about the tool Tattooine had given me, the device Tattooine explained was used to help sort information. I produced the device in my hand, raised my arm and gave the device a spin; its twirled spraying off something like beautiful colorful sparks as it coasted to a stop.

Turning to this individual I asked, “Are you familiar with this device?” “Yes”, he answered. “Do you know how it is used?” I asked. “Yes. Spin it again”, he instructed. To my surprise the device then spun-up as if it was motorized. I looked at it as it was clearly activate in my grasp. “Ask it a question”, this figure directed. Addressing the device I asked, “Who are the Elohim”? The device reported, “The Elohim are progenitors of humanoid life and other forms through the galaxy. They oversee such beings at times”, the device responded. I then asked, “What other names are the Elohim known by?” The device responded, “You are not able to understand the names due to your limited ability to process such symbolic enunciations used by various civilizations”. I realized it was referring to other localities in the galaxy and so turning my attention back to this human-like individual and trying to find a pertinent question I asked, “What is the future of mankind”? This figure frankly reported, “The future of mankind is dire, however the possibilities for individuals is without limit”.

I was puzzled by this individual speaking to me feeling something wasn’t quite right. This figure appeared as a young man so I commented to him, “Earlier in my life when what I though was God that One called out to me [the vision] …. but now I think that represented a collection – are you one of those beings?” The entity replied, “As you know there are many levels and representations among us. The representation you are referring to is much higher – profoundly higher – than I”.

I continued, “Your species [presentations] and I have met other times and I’ve asked that you provide some validation event that allows me to know that your collection of beings does in fact represent the One [in the vision] – that originally called out to me”. Instantly he replied, “You wish a sign, a miracle [as proof of our association]”.

Now more clear about what I was looking for I bluntly replied, “Yes. A signature should be provided. If I should associate these encounters with that being, and accept many things that you claim, a signature – some validation – should be provided”. I continued, “Are you able to provide me more mental grasp or illustration of your being”?

As I turned my attention to being as perceptive and focused as I could, suddenly a planet flash by in my mind, then followed by star clusters, systems, rushing toward me, and then it was blank. I worked to allow my mind to be more receptive and nominal and at times it seemed this entity was doing something to me. It reminded me of the times that I had been asked to give them (Intellect Engineers) my mind and suddenly I felt my mind relax. It felt like my eyes were about to be opened, but nothing followed. Then I found that I had become exhausted as if I was about to fall asleep but suddenly things changed.

I felt something approaching and I immediately sense the EMA. “El!”, I called out. I was so glad to meet him again and I noticed the huge difference in stature between the presence of the EMA and that of the other figure previously conversing with me. Rather then conversing with someone, one-to-one, this felt like a god drawing near. We did not speak. All I needed what the feeling of his presence [knowing him], his reassurance. Then everything seems to suddenly diminish and my alarm went off alerting me time to exit. I was so happy to again encounter the EMA but do to the fatigue I was also ready to leave.

 

 

The Answer to My Question (Sunday 4/3/16)

I realized the key question today: Why have these entities not provided a signature or validation of their communication’s authenticity? I decided to take that question direction to focus 27

I proceeded to F27. Once there I encountered a GPS27guide and followed him just a short distance then seeing it drift away as I understood I was at my destination. Slowly I merged into the foggy light that I first encountered back in the Lifeline course when I learned of the Great Recovery.

After a moment I found myself inside the bright hall as before and I waited. Immediately I was challenge by something accusing me of insolence and I dismissed the entity. I waited, called out, and waited longer. In a vague sense a variety of entities or a collection presented but I was unable to distinguish one to communicate with and then the Elohim who states she is my mother seemed to intervene in some manner and the group became more cohesive.

I called out to them, “I wish to speak with the Shepherds of Creation”. After a pause I added a brief greeting and assumed to stated my question. Then this collection of mixed entities seemed to congeal into a singular voice representing the many there – but they remained quiet so I reiterated again, “I wish to speak with the Shepherds of Creation”. Without much acknowledgement I commenced my issue. “I wish to know why a signature or validation of these conversations has not been provided. One has been promise”, and still no reply.

I continued my case, “In my early physical life, the One who stated it’s intention for me was willing and clearly able to provide proof of the authenticity of its message and its other words spoken have proven to be true. Why should I expect less of these discussions? After-all for all I know I may be speaking to some shadow which many channelers unknowing speak for, or some aliens from other planets presenting theatre, or even aliens from some dimension – they are a dime a dozen, so why should I think these conversations are in fact more than just that? I listened carefully for some reply but apprehended nothing clearly. I continued, “I know you are quite able to clearly enunciate your communications to me. You are able to do that know if you chose”.

Then there were wisps of interactions, murmurs occurring among the collective, but I could not clearly identify the individuals. I stood my ground focus on this question unwilling to be redirected to any other issue without a response. I listened carefully, intuitively knowing an answer might be formulated. I persisted with reiterating my position with precise statement and self-determination, but no response.

Then I challenged, “Are you not Elohim… – gods!?” And abruptly They answered, “We are”. “Are there other names you are known by on Earth”, I asked? “We are many things to many [cultures], providing guidance and raising up spokesmen in those peoples to represent our principals and leadership”, they answered and through my mind flow images of times, histories, cultures… like visions – the images flowed.

When that passed I asked, “Why have you not authenticated yourselves to me”? Abruptly They retorted, “It is not time. There are many aspects to our collective that you have been encountering and coming to recognize; many levels of differing concentrations and aspects which are unclear in organization. This imprecision is necessary and providing some qualification results in untimely and limited focus of aspects – It is not time”, They concluded. This reply impressed my mind quite clearly and I recognized it to be a reasonable explanation – if I was able to accept it. Somehow I understood the truth of it [what They said].

Then the narration with Bob’s voice started the return process but I was not leaving. I was still determined to hear out my answer, yet as I persisted I realized what had just been relayed was complete in some manner and so after a few moments I relinquished my stance and returned.


  1. See Feel the Stones in the Info & Resource menu section