Starlines II @ TMI (Oct 2017)

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— Starlines 2 course at TMI, Virginia October 2017 —

In the schedule of courses Starlines 2 followed the Lifelines course at TMI, Virginia. Lifelines took place the first week of October, Starlines 2 the second week of October. I took Lifelines a second time so I could be at TMI for two weeks.

The notes below are somewhat sparse. We had a busy schedule with many sessions per day which was quite welcome. At times I was not able to write notes as well as I would like and sometimes I just couldn’t make myself write a great deal. One common occurrence this week, which I generally have not encounter before, was the many experiences involved time slowing or shifting in time scales.

To get a sense of the continuity during these two weeks the reader may checkout my Lifelines 2 notes in the Main Menu. It is just more crazy.

Sunday AM Session 1

This session was a refresher of focus 27 and the session turned out to be a completely dud for me. I think that was because I was still pissed off from the previous week.

Sunday AM Session 2

This session’s objective was a refresher visit to focus 34/35. I found this session to be most peculiar. When I got to F34/35 I had the clear and growing feeling that I was being watched. For a brief moment I caught a brief glimpse of an alien.

I would say this individual was ‘similar’ to what is commonly stereotyped as a Gray. However, I want to clarify that is an over simplification and loaded with connotations. This individual did not look exactly like a Gray. I use this image to allow the reader a sense of the type of being’s semblance.

The feeling pervaded and so I made the impression that I was requesting a clarification; that the observer would reveal itself. Next there was again a brief and subtle glimmer of this individual personification. I believe it posed the question “What star system?” and I realized that I did not know what star system the Earth is in, from an outsider’s point of view. Then this visitor appeared to point to an illustration of a star field but I had no idea what I was looking at. Next I was aware of something like a farewell.

I actually didn’t fully understand what was happening until it was over. My guess is something observed me, inquired what star system I was from, which I initially misunderstood. The figure then clarified that it was referring to the notion of a star system, or was showing me its home star system, and then I guess it gave up on communicating with me. Most peculiar.

Sunday AM Session 3

A dud.

Sunday: Last Afternoon Session

This session was a free-flow in focus 34/35. Our task was to inquire what new and/or old pieces of our lives may need adjustment. When I arrived in F34/35 the session immediately became overwhelming.

The session was packed with far too much detail to bring back. It was also psychic-ly overwhelming is how I would describe it in terms of the mental load.

What I can bring back is that I encountered some of the Shepherds of Creation 1 (Elohim/Ancients) presenting as One body of mind. This was far more breath of mind than I’ve encountered with Them before. The theme of what they impressed on me was to “Trust…. Trust Us” (something I have an ongoing beef about).

This was a very long session or I experienced being away for a long time. I would best describe it as simply being with Them during which time elements of the nature of Their plural being was reviewed. I’ve been aware of that aspect of Their nature since I’ve first met Them a few years ago.

This review seemed to specifically address scopes of various roles within Their organization; illustrating or indicating the parts of Their collection that I trusted and the parts I did not trust. I noted the dark aspects that were also present, but they insisted the emphasis was the good; clarifying the parts of Them that are good indicating the emphasis should be on this aspect [while avoiding the issue of the dark].

In the end we came to an understanding; to an agreement on what we both accepted as the good. Finally they reiterated that They intended to make good on Their promise to me that … You will know which was promised September 19th, 2017 (see notes regarding the Ancients)

The session was so strong that exiting the session all I could do was sit on the edge of my CHCK unit trying to normalize. It took some moments before I could even try to write. Then I could hardly write anything. It was so vast. I was stunned. How could I write anything using words of this small language?

Sunday Evening

This was a focus 42 refresher in which we were suppose to visit the Pleiades and Arcturus systems. I don’t know if I clicked-out, but I don’t actually know what happened.

A interesting aspect concerning this lesson: on reviewing my older notes I found that this same thing happened to me last year at Starlines I. At that time this same refresher session was used in Starlines I so this session is a repeat of that exercise; and that experience.

Monday AM

Refresher: visiting the Alpha Squared (AS) space station and memory room. Per my notes the whole morning was a zero.

Monday Last Afternoon session

This was an introduction to new states: Earth Core 34 (EC34) and Earth Core 42 (EC42). The task was largely focused on creating the respective pick-codes (what I refer to as mnemonics) for these other tates. Accessing these states was facilitated with the sling-shot technique developed by Franceen King.

When we first got to Voyager 8 (V8) in F34 from where we commenced the sling-shot procedure to Earth Core 34 (EC34) we were instructed by the narration to look at ourselves. When I did that I found I was invisible, or rather there was nothing there.

Actually this didn’t surprise me as I remember two such events in F27 (I have been able to see myself in F23). In one F27 case while being with another student he confirmed all the details of our encounter but perceived no one. The other case, also in a verified incident (F27) but with a different student, that student also confirmed the contact details, but also could not see me.

Getting to EC34 I found nothing notable about the state at this time. However, when we repeated the procedure for accessing Earth Core (EC42) I developed a serious headache in two places in my head and also felt great pressure, a sheer force. It was most painful but being in EC42 was deeply comforting to me; like the embraced of something deeply fundamental to one’s substance and being. The desire to stay was very strong regardless of any pain. There was also the sense or feeling that something great was dawning on me.

One peculiar occurrence took place when I was bouncing back in F42 preparing for the sling-shot down to EC42. I suddenly encountered Tellaidian 2 who reached out to me and touched me. When he did that I saw his planet again. I’ve seen it only once before and this time I again saw the dark dimly lit barren planet with its smooth bare iron plate-like surface and now I clearly saw a geologic feature that looked like a deep riff or gorge that had jagged rows of iron spike-like crags jutting up sharply. I wish I could draw it; an incredible sight.

As we continued the sling-shots, visiting these different levels, I found I felt better in EC34 and EC27, as if I was decompressing compared to EC42.

At the end of the session, I felt disoriented and stressed from the sheer forces or compression-like feelings that were accompanied with the terrible headache. I deeply missed the contact in EC42 nonetheless. As an aside, other students also reported similar sensations.

Monday Night Session 1: Free Flow F42

Arriving at Voyager 8 (V8) I noticed an alien shuttle park along side and just below V8. I’ve met this craft many times before and without hesitation I left V8. The alien shuttle pulled away gently from V8 but this time the craft rocketed into the distance. It was as if we disappeared converging to be a point in space. This was different from other transports with these particular alien pilots.

After traveling a short time we came to the planet that I’ve learned to recognize as Sa-Tash’s base of operation 3 . We landed on the same platform that juts up through the clouds that i’ve visited many times. As I stepped out onto the landing pad and paused. I wondered, “Is this real”? Then someone put their hand on my left shoulder as if standing just behind and beside me saying, “Yes. It is real”. I turned slightly and saw Sa-Tash standing next to me. Then we continued to walk toward the facility’s entrance as he lead me to that doorway.

We entered the faculty and proceeded down the familiar hallway but now we went directly to operations. When we got there Sa-Task led me to a staircase that brought us down to ground floor level operations.

I’ve been to operations before but we stayed on the second level in that encounter. Now we walked to the right, slowly heading counterclockwise along the exterior wall of the circular shaped operations room. It seemed to me that Sa-Tash was allowing me to look around. As we proceeded I noticed the wall had a structure that looked like a glossy black porcelain. The wall undulated like corrugated metal that has vertical wave runs, but the corrugations or ripples in the wall were over a foot in size compared to undulations of a couple of inches one would find in our typical piece of hardware store corrugated metal sheet.

As we walked I saw an alien standing as if at a station I guessed. I couldn’t figure out what he was doing as I tried to figure out what it was that I saw. His face was flat, fleshy, not round in shape; more squarish or rectangular with the long featureless vertical length. This creature had eyes on antenna-like polyps that rose off the top of its head. There seemed to be no face. Now at the time of rewriting these notes the only way I can describe this creature’s face is to say it was like the face of a snail, but a snail with a flat face. It was very unusual.

Continuing our walk I saw another alien who turned to face me. This one is also hard to describe. The face looked as if the primary features were tentacles of various sizes, spacing that protruded off the face; similar to the confusing appearance of a small octopus. I had no idea how to interpret the function of the facial features. I did not notice other features of these creatures as I was consumed by trying to apprehend or recognize what appeared as faces on these individuals.

From there Sa-Tash led me toward the center of the circular operations floor where I looked up at a large circular skylight that was something like 25 feet across or so. After a pause Sa-Tash said to me, “We wish for you to see this view”, and as I looked out into space through this large ceiling window’s view I saw a beautiful closed star cluster system and other clusters of star fields as well.

Then I asked him, “Why am I here”? As I looked at Sa-Tash time seemed to be slowing down, coming to a stand-still. Then I felt I was loosing my form, loosing… me, and Sa-Tash said to me as if reminding me saying, “Time is not linear here. We have paused to allow you to acquire your future form”. As the sensation became increasingly strong I said, “I don’t understand” and then found I had diffused out of the operation facility drifting out as if I was a formless vapor. This continued, the sense of expanding, and drifting away from the operations facility.

Soon I found myself in space above the operations center and could not figure out what I was or what I felt. I looked down as I saw Sa-Tash’s facility receding from me. Then Sa-Tash called to me, “We will bring the problems to you”, as I continued to rise and expand. In time I felt utterly and helplessly lost as I grew evermore. What is happening?! I began to be quite worried and soon found I encompassed the galaxy … becoming it, with it.

I felt utterly alone in this form; separated by such incredible distances from everything and everyone by this cold empty impossibly distant space – utterly isolated forever. The feeling was quite strong and very alarming – frightening!

I might as well be dead rather than feel like this! “No! I do not want to be this!”. But then I looked out and I saw other galaxies, a myriad of galaxies. I saw we were flowing together to someplace in the distance. I couldn’t see where we were going; it was too far, but I saw this myriad of others with me moving along as if we were migrating together to some distant destination – I could see.

I was there a long time and no longer felt alone. I wondered where were the Ancients in all this. Seeming after a very long time I felt myself again changing; condensing, shrinking, and then descending and after a time I found myself returning to Sa-Tash and eventually found myself with him in operations appearing to be myself again. I said to him, “I don’t understand”, but he gave me no reply. He then quietly lead me back to the landing platform and I joined up with the shuttle pilots and they returned me to V8.

Monday Night Session 2: Free Flow session

In this session my affirmation addressed this new problem regarding what to do with the previous alarming experience; it was utterly beyond comprehension. How can I process that? My request was for some sort of new understanding that would help me with this.

Following the TMI group protocol, going to the TMI There and V8 locales, I charged the crystals for group energy as I drew upon the energy conduit I’ve been given access to 4 . With that I charge the crystal and myself to a bright starlight, when it was brilliant I stopped. From there I went to Alpha Squared in focus 42.

At the F42 AS I soon encountered Tellaidian in the hallway near my suite as he directed me to come with him and join his crew 5 . From the station it was as if we passed through the exterior wall of the station like ghosts. We soon arrived where his crew was located and he directed me to join them. Soon after doing that there was a huge massive wave perhaps 50 feet tall that approached. It was immense, but when it rushed upon us it was as if the wave passed by us like we weren’t there at all; so different from previous experiences. I felt no effect and wondered what was going on. As other waves passed although I did not feel anything happening I became aware that time was slowing again. A moment later I was gone and found myself in an oblivion is all I would call it; something other than Void-like spaces.

I didn’t know what to do so I called out to the Ancients [who first revealed themselves to me a couple months ago] and then They were there with me. When I finally gathered my whits I said to Them, “I need a new understanding”. After a pause they stated, “There is nothing to give you”. This confused me and I wondered how that could be. I persisted, “But I do not understand that experience. How can I understand this”? Then after a long pause They answered me, “There is – nothing to add – at this time”. I was greatly puzzled thinking this was all very strange and I wondered what to do next, and then one Ancient addressed me saying, “You may stay with Us. Come – abide with Us”, and so I stayed with Them in that state.

After what seemed like a long time in the oblivion with these minds beyond description, I eventually returned directly to my special place in focus 27. I entered and went to the far end of my wooden table, walking left around it, and stood at my open air window that looks out from my SP27 to the peaks far beyond. As I stood there looking out Raphael appeared. He approached and came to stand next to me on my left, joining me in looking out upon the expanse. We stood together, the Archangel Raphael 6 and myself. We said nothing.

After awhile I knew it was time to go and as I turned away from the window I looked toward my doorway and there was a young women standing there. I knew this was not Ethereal 7 and thought this was not Anosh (of the Pleiades system) 8. I was at a complete loss concerning who or what this could be. How could anyone be here I thought.

I called out to her, “Who are you?”, but she offered no reply. Then I walked across my SP approaching her and she turned quickly walking out of my SP. I pursued demanding to know those who would come here as she hurried to the edge of my stone portico. She then turned into a large white bird and flew away catching the updrafts rising from the U-shaped hanging valley far below.

I wondered who could this be and what does it mean? Why would anyone come here except Raphael or the Ancestral Spirits?

Tuesday AM Session 1: Go to Focus 42 at Alpha Squared and visit the ‘SPA’

The objective in this session was to explore what TMI calls the “Spa” at Alpha Squared (AS). I went to AS and proceeded to the reception area. I inquired as to the location of the “spa”. In response, whatever it was that served as the receptionist at the lobby entrance, directed me to follow the lighted designations. I became aware of a flashing soft light on the floor that led me across the main lobby. The flashing light next appear on the wall of at the far end of the lobby at the entrance to a long hallway and so I followed it.

At the end of that hallway I found the entrance to what TMI calls the Spa. The narration of the track was so verbose and insistently irritating, and the place was so repulsive, I cried out, “What is this [‘crap’]”? An information panel on the wall next to me answered promptly, “It is human thought”. Recognizing that, I had enough and left.

I wandered back to V8 and then returned to my special place in F27. While I was there considering the crystal intrusion in the right side of my cave-like dwelling that I use for soothing relief I realized the female visitor was standing behind me.

I turned and after acknowledging her for a moment I continued to demand, “Who are you”, but I still received no reply. I next strongly stated, “You have come to my place and I expect to know who and what you are”. At this time I was able to gather more perceptive information about her appearance. I also realized she did not know how to process my energy (aggression) and so I offered that she sit down in the chair covered in furs that I keep for the sachem ancestral spirit’s visits.

She sat and I turned around going back to sit in my wooden chair at the far end of my table. When I was seated she said to me, “I did not know if you welcomed visitors”. To which I replied, “I expect to know who presumes to come here”. After a pause she continued, “I saw you [traveling] and desired to visit”. Then I stated, “Please distinguish [name] your self [identity]”.

After a brief moment she stood up and went to the still open doorway. She paused there standing in the doorway’s light. As she stood there the light coming through the doorway clarified her. I saw a fair and pretty young women, petite in size with long silver hair. I wondered if I saw a hint of something like elf ears, or something, protruding slightly through her straight hair; not my type and having seen the divine beauty of the goddess Ethereal and the overpowering sensual beauty of Anosh – I am not easily influence by the beauty of just any creature.

As I discerned the perception of her I wondered, “Who is this?”. As she stood in the doorway she said to me, “I am Sheila (later learning the name’s meaning ‘blind, heavenly’)”, and I thought, “Sheila huh. Right, whatever… ”.

I was however, concerned with how I felt about this assuming figure; not liking at all that this identity was not more straight forward about who she was or why she was here, and that she seemed to be persistent in this intrusion. Then she said, “I must leave”. She turned, took a few steps out onto the ledge, then turn into a large white bird and flew off, gliding away on the air currents.

After a few moments I decided to also leave, going to my focus 21 mnemonic. As I arrived I found the Sachem waiting for me, but to my surprise this same female individual was standing next to him. Why [you’re here too!]? Then she disappeared. The Sachem had nothing to offer on the subject as I thought to myself what is this crap, so I returned to C1.

Tuesday: Focus 49 Reset

At my affirmation, in an ill tempered mood, I only asked, “Who is the female”?

Transitioning, I appeared at my SP27 and the female Sheila was there, waiting outside on the stone ledge portico.

I walked past her and entering my SP I closed the door. Then I thought that was rude. So I opened my door and standing in the doorway I said to her, “I have work to do” to which she replied, “I will wait”. She entered my SP and sat down on the Sachem’s fur covered chair.

I proceeded to F34 and then left for the Alpha Squared station of F42. I wondered if the memory room would work but found it was under construction. I wondered if Tellaidian was at the station and he appeared. Next he displaced the two of us to some other state that was new to me and we began to talk.

I asked him, “Where are we [in this different state]? Can I explore here”? “This isn’t a place; [it’s] more of a state. You may explore inside and outside self”, he explained. Then suddenly our shared state was pulled back into my suite as something interrupted us saying, “You may use the memory room now”.

I turned to open the door to the memory room and found the system was up and ready. I got into the chair and wasn’t sure what to ask, but after a brief a moment I knew and said, “Who is the female”?

The room responded clearly, “She is an alien as you call them. She is enamored with you and is taking a form more appealing to you. She is not familiar with human constructs/conventions. You may accept or reject as you chose”. “[Well crap] That’s JUST GREAT”, I thought but next I wondered if the Ancients were there and I clearly heard, “We are always here, higher [our] mind, you may be with [have]. After a time with Them, I left.

Tuesday Late Afternoon Session: Objective is to observe the galactic core (GC), the I-There Council stuff, and the memory room at Alpha X (F49).

For this session I was able to spend more time with Shen Gong charging then usual, and at my affirmation I stated, “I desire truth; correct perception of valid constructs that I may partially occupy. I proceeded directly to my SP27 and again stated, “I intend only true perceptions … of the female visitor; concerning untrue perceptions – let false images be removed”

I continued on to V8, charging the crystal for the others. After that I ignored V8 and went directly to F42. Once there I soon met and greeted Atur and Anosh. I didn’t know why they were there and pressed on to other business.

I went to my memory room and inquired regarding the truth of the galactic core. Not much happened. When I left the memory room I found Tellaidian waiting for me in my suite as he said, “Follow me”. We walked out into the hallway heading toward his conference area.

Once we got to his conference room I viewed his other visitors that appeared to be milling about or participating with each others in some way. Tellaidian turned to me saying, “Here. This one is JoJo. He comes from the region you refer to”. Then he called this creature over to us.

How to describe it? (I will attempt a crude sketch) Tellaidian proceeded to introduced us and provided JoJo with an introductory detail concerning my interest. Next this creature lead me toward the conference room window as if we were going to look out. As I looked out, I noticed this creature arched what seemed to be a foot up against the exterior wall near the window, while keeping its’ other foot planted on the floor. Weird.

I realized I didn’t know what to ask but then I said, “Is there any specific meaning or messaging association with the galactic core”? JoJo curtly stated, “It is impertinent”. So I next asked, “Is there a star-gate”? To which JoJo replied, “Yes”.

Given that information I thought to go back to the memory room and be more specific about the StarGate. After thanking JoJo, I returned to my suite.img_0641

Back in my suite I entered the memory room and posed the question, “May I have correct perception in F49 and what I may learn from this”? I waited. Then as if in a dark fog surrounding a tunneled vision I looked up and saw several figures standing together as in a circle.

They stood around, what reminded me of an large iron compass several feet across, or perhaps something like a sextant as it appeared to be a spherical coordinate transit. Whatever the device was it appeared geometrically oriented.

I studied the figures and the scene was most peculiar. They stood silently and appear as individuals; something seemed to cover or wrap them. This reminded me of mummies but these individuals’ wrappings were wide and had a fresh light purple hue; though it is hard to know their exact shape; oblong upright. They appeared to be focused on their task as they largely ignored me. There seemed to be at least five individuals, maybe six. From my angle of view it was hard to count all the individuals that were around the device.

I wondered if this could be what TMI calls a cluster council, then one turned suddenly, looking directly at me and said, “NO. We do not pertain. [But] We are a council, a council of guidance of this galaxy”. From my vantage point I turned my attention away from the group looking outward and I could see a large group, or super cluster of galaxies. I recognize their guidance related to the greater collection; maintaining the course of a migration for this galaxy. Then the one that just spoke turned back to its previous focus and I continued to watch them.

A moment later, suddenly another figure turned and this one pointed at me saying, “We will request your assistance at the appointed time”. This one turned back to its task. Puzzled, I continue observing them work as they completely ignored me.

Eventually I left, returning to V8. Once there I became aware again of a severe headache like the one I had in EC42, but I easily normalized myself with a simple QiGong energy circulation called Mixing Fire and Water (in some traditions called Mixing Heaven and Earth)

Tuesday Night F49: The Stargate

Starting sling-shot maneuver to EC27, as usual I utilized the place there that Ethereal had shown me in the past. At this time I was surprise to find her there waiting for me as I arrive EC. Then facing her, she reached out to me and extended comfort, is what I would call it; a moment together.

In time I got to the memory room at the Alpha X (F49) where I inquired about going to the StarGate. Then I heard, “You will. We will conduct – we will take you.”. At that time I seemed to recognize that who I was hearing now were not the same that I usually hear in the memory room, rather I seemed to understand these speaking were what I would call facilitators – agents of the Ancients…. and then I was gone.

Suddenly a moment later I saw a grand view; it was beautiful as a flower but this was some other structure. I sensed it was ‘organic’ in the sense that it was not manufactured; as if this was some sort of natural occurrence. I looked into its deep tunnel as if looking into the hollow stem of a plant, absolutely huge in magnitude. It appeared to have soft warm earth-tone colors; a soft and subtle structure. The flared opening entrance reminded me of pedals in a flower though the entrance did not seem to have pedal segments.

I venture in a short way; actually not sure how ‘far’ that is, and felt insignificant in terms of size. Multiple interstates could be stacked in here side by side. After a distance I became aware I was coming to a immense chamber, or an intersection. As I drew closer to this I saw it was glowing with a brilliant, subtle colored light. I drew newer to the site and I looked down over what seemed to be the edge to the tube I was in, while seeing that the other tube or port was connected rising from below to intersect this chamber. The light from the tube below, radiated upward with not only a brilliant glow but there was a massive collection of light rays flowing through the intersection. It looked like a wind of light peppered with glittering sparkles blowing within, all while this light blaster past me.

I looked more closely back down at the bottom connection of the tube arriving at the base of this intersecting chamber. I saw the light issuing forth through an enormous circular orifice or nozzel. The nozzle shape looked like a circular vent of a volcano but this vent was fashion, again looking as natural occurring feature, having smooth concentric rings of what looked like mud or lava that had rippled up and flowed outward fashioning a collar. It seemed like rock with concentric rings of subsequent flows rippling away from the nuzzled light coming through it,

I considered entering this but thought I should wait. Where are I, and what does this mean?

Wednesday AM Session 1

I skip this exercise objective and decide to investigate whether there is a F42 harmonic of the Elohim City in F21. At my affirmation I stated, “I am only interested in valid constructs – meaningful experience. Can I get to the Elohim City in Focus 42?”

When I got to F21 I encountered a peculiar obstacle. The path I was familiar with fell steeply into a spiral plunging hole as if an enormously strong gravity well; It was a great distortion of the area funneling down into that space. What is this I wondered. I’ve never seen this here before, so I walked around it and proceeded to the forest that hides the Green Wall.

Finding that I continued through to the Wall of the Elohim City 9 as I have many times in the past. At the Green Wall I examined its’ translucent state and wondered how i would get to F42 from here, so I fashioned a mnemonic F42 on the wall in F21 and waited for the hemi-sync to change. As the time came and while I was phasing I invoked the new mnemonic while intending to find the other harmonic of the City of the Elohim.

Next I found I was in the Wall in 42 and paused there, inside. The wall no longer looked green as in F21, but rather it was a wall of light. I detect this wall had an internal structure, shafts and beams of even more brilliant light forming a super structure within it. I passed through.

Well I entered the City I wondered if I would meet Veronica (meaning ‘True Image’) the non-physical complex thought-form since she had assisted me with passage through the City in the past, but there was no one. I took a few steps on what seemed a pathway of light, fashioned with paving blocks of light. Then I noticed something fly up from behind me on my right. Turning I saw an individual floating in the air; heavenly, bathed in its own light. There seemed to be a wisps of garment, or wisps of white light, flowing around the image. It looked as if the wisps or garments of energy flowed in an unseen wind. This individual hovered before me as if it was weightless

I wondered if this form was there to guide me as I intended to see the Chamberlain 10 and the light being said to me as if knowing my thought, “We will see the Wizard 11”. {The Wizard has been gone from F21 for many weeks now actually months. I had begun to wonder if he was permanently gone}.

Then suddenly the Wizard appeared also arriving from behind me. As I turned and looked at him, I saw he also appeared in white light. I said to him with some excitement, “You Here?!”, to which he replied with his usual humor, “Well you’re here”, and I figure that made sense. Then he added, “I’m here to help you with the future”. After a pause he added, “We’ll see the Chamberlain together”.

We began to traverse the City which appear to all be constructed of light. There were no shades of gray or darkness, only variance in brilliance as it was built with shafts, rays, and panels of light. When we got to the Tower it too was made of light, but now there was a different structure, not of large stone block, but interlace bits of light. This too had another structure, one of threads and rays, but still rectilinear.

Entering the Tower I saw the same staircase that spiraled up around the interior wall of the Tower. Looking at its structure, it was like seeing the Matrix but made out of white light, and this was clearly not machine code. We climbed the stairs and when we arrived at the top floor I looked out briefly at the City. The once glittering beautiful city rich with color in F21 now in F42 was completely made of light. I then looked to the table that served as the bookstand in my previous conversations with the Chamberlain and I walked over to it.

When I looked down at the book I saw that it and the table were just as they were in F21, appearing vaguely real in their natural colors, not of light at all. When the Chamberlain arrive he too appeared in varying brilliance of light. The Wizard then spoke up offering to explain that he was there to moderated my sense/direction of questions for the Chamberlain.

Then I asked him why we were meeting like this and he reached forward to the book on the bookstand before me, to open it. He opened to the first page we’ve discussed before; the one that shows the Earth surrounded – everything in position. After a moment’s pause, he turned the page slowly to the next and there I saw the image of one ship landed on Earth. I asked him, “What does this mean”? He replied softly while gesturing to the image, “This ship is coming to meet you”.

I wondered who would be coming and he immediately replied as if knowing my thought, “The Pleiadians”. Then continuing he said, “You already know this”. “Yes”, I replied. I was beginning to feel this when I was in Montana. It was then…. as if seeing, feeling their ship approach; like it was about to happen. I clearly thought it, that they are going to arrive, as they said. Now I thought to myself, what joy that would be as I have grown attached to both Atur and Anosh, my close friends and allies; that they would be here – ones that understand.

Then the Wizard abruptly interrupted saying to me, “Clarify when”. So I quickly asked the Chamberlain, “When will this be?” “Within the year…for you”. I made the mental note – by next Fall. It seems an eternity away but I also considered that I will then know the truth of this; in one year – one way or another, I will know. Then the Chamberlain turned and left, and the Wizard and I also left together.

I can’t remember anything about getting back.

Wednesday Late Afternoon Session: Freeflow F49

In this session I went back to the Green Wall in F21, intending to go the City of Light and there I saw the light portal that I’ve encountered many times here (C1-F21-other places). I wondered where it would lead now and so I entered the portal hoping to not arrive back at C1. Then I found myself personify at the Great Hall 4 of the Wise One but now in the City of Light (42)

There was an attendant waiting for me so I asked him, ‘What is the domain of this place”? He answered me saying, “The whole Universe”, as he turned and lead me into the Great Hall. I was again hesitant to enter as I did not feel I was prepared to asked the key questions; to address the Ones that are here. The attendant then left me standing alone in the dark depths of the hall. Now however, where previously I could not see into this darkness, now I could see a row of pillar-like structures that were deep inside the Great Hall.

I looked at them and they appeared to be alive as columns or pillars of light. It was as if there were individuals standing there, but I could not figure out what the shape was. I then counted the columns of light and here too I counted 12. I called out to the depths of the Hall, to these pillars saying, “Who are the twelve before me?”. Then after a moment speaking as utterly factual, “We are the completely intentions and purpose of the Ancients”. I replied,” I am incomplete”, to which they replied, “Understood. You will become complete as you mature; as it is your nature to be here with us”.

I then wondered again about the nature of good (regarding the beings here) as I reflected on the earlier discussion. They answered as if knowing my thoughts, “As you look upon these columns you see each with its’ own shades of light, each appearing so according to its position in the other light as you see them (illuminated), each pillar is unique in the blend of brilliance or luster it reflects. These are the variations in our dualities as you would call them” Then we came to an understanding regarding the balance of light and dark. Before me, was the light…..to the peripheral pillars I detected the lack of light in them [the dark].

As it seemed time to go I said to them,”You came [forward revealed to me]. Thank you”. To which they responded, “You came, as we called you. You may be with us”. I wondered again about the dualities present. Then they added, “Our representation is communicated to you…. your becoming”. I replied, “I see now”. Then they continued as if knowing my conflicted questioning thoughts, “There is no other understanding [for you] as you know…[other then] this is”. I then asked, “Why should I explore the StarGate”? As a voice in response “This allows you a greater breath of range of recognizing our purpose. See the one Tellaidian in this matter” they replied.

After this I thanked them again, but in reply they insisted, “We thank you”. I wondered at that and asked, “Why [thank me]? “For answering our call. We look forward to your return” then having answered me, they disappeared.

I turned to leave the Hall and wondered about getting back as I looked forward to the Great Hall’s outer platform that stands at the top of the stairs. From the platform I saw the F21 portal appearing as sun-like disc. I decided to take that way back and so entered it; I was in a light, and then appeared in F21 below the portal as times before. I looked up at it and it had its characteristic moonlight-like appearance that I have known.

Exiting I found the angel Devenoir waiting for me where he usually waits and as I approach he bent down upon one knee to me. I shouted at him “Do NOT bow to me DEVENOIR! It will not be!”

Once Returned: How can I go on like this? It is too much.

Wed Late Afternoon:

At my affirmation I stated that I wished to know the utility of the Stargate.

F21 The Sachem ancestral spirit was there. After our embrace we addressed the needs he looks over, and afterwards I departed.

I went to AS42 via V8 and readily found Tellaidian. I asked him of the need of F49 to which he replied, “No. It is immaterial”. Then we left the suite and walking down the hallway. I thought we were taking a slow gate and considered how old Telladian is, then deciding this pace was good as I noticed how Tellaidian walked. And then we slowed further decaying into slowing motion. When we approached his conference room I saw things were slower yet. Then Tellaidian told me to join.

So I went to his crew and there we stood together. Its now familiar to be with them. I think I see the bounded minds and then I felt their energy raise. At our feet was a trickle of water, as if we stood on a smooth flat slab in a small laminar flow of cold water passing by. I looked up before us and saw a smooth black wall, the pure vertical before us, a gentle sheet stream of water draining down over it.

Then I sense the others clearly and sharing together we raised energy. This time I participated and saw a bright ring of light form throughout us. There was a bright spot on the ring, and the spot of light and the light of the ring circulated through us faster. I knew how to energize it and heard the others called to me, “State your goal”, and I called out loudly “I need to let go of this mind; to acquire and share Mind. My goal is to enter the StarGate, acquire understanding of its utility”.

Then the circulating light appeared as if it too was moving in slow motion through us. As it continued to slow I saw the StarGate and went to it. Again it was aesthetic to behold; this deep phenomena of nature. I entered it and wondered what it actually is and I heard, “Transdimensional-translation uninhibited by the physical universe, as I floated in causally. I found myself drifting as if carried along in the tube.

As I drifted I saw a brief flash of an alien species similar to Grays and I wondered it they were the same ones that I had met during Starlines 1 in a session that took us to the StarGate; the ones that wanted to know what the Earth said to me. Then they were gone. Drifting further in I came to the chamber/interception of these portals. Now I decided to take the plunge and I step out into the light blasting up from below in the incoming port.

Drifting in this current I wondered how I might use the portal to perform my purpose, whatever that is. And I heard or felt a directive that I should see Sa-Tash. With that I suddenly realized or learned that the effect of the portal is not limited to within it. That is the effect may be accessed from outside the Stargate and I understood this could help pilot Sa-Tash’s translation ship, or it is how they do it now.

My attention was drawn back to looking at things passing by in the portal. In the distance approaching I saw fuzz balls like cotton-candy drifting toward me as in oncoming traffic in the port. They were different soft colors evenly spaced as the approached. As I wondered what these were, immediately a mind overlapped and I learned, “You may contact celestials”, and I asked “What are celestials?”. These are bundle[packets] intention-purpose-function.” I understood as like signals… as if in a nervous system, then something injected, “…..the consciousness of the physical universe”.

I then stated, “I wish to acquire greater understanding of purpose”, and I was then left in the portal for a long time drifting with tangential thoughts or illustrations; moving with the flow for a long way. Then I heard the narration begin the return and I wondered about turning this star-gate thing around. As I was befuddled by what to do for a moment I found the StarGate has just circled-round and I was instantly back where I started, as if stepping out of a doorway.

I then recognized the 3 crew members I was joined with. The circulating light among us was gone, and now I saw clearly the alien face of one crew member and I wondered if this was an Arcturian (distinctly different from Tellaidian) .

Returning I eventually came to F27 and saw the large angel (12 foot) that has often been here at this spot. Then he stepped forward toward me and bent one knee to me and I said “NO!”. From there I went to my SP27 and wandered over to look out my window. Then suddenly Raphael appeared and he step forward to be with me, but then stopped and also bent one knee. I admonished him, “No. I will not allow this!” as I lifted him by his arms. Then he turned to stand next to me as we looked out together as before.

I realized it was time to remove group energy from TMI There and V8, but rather than going to the places I could see my starlight points I left there great distances far away. As I reach out calling the energy back as it streaked across the distance to my hand. I then left the SP and stepping out the door I saw the female alien.

Now I could see she seemed to portray part of her alien form or I could just see the dual forms. As I wondered about this I asked her, “What do you wish”, and she replied, “Contact”. “What sort of contact”? I continued and she said to me, “Interaction”. Then, “What type of ‘Interaction?’”, I persisted. After a pause, she or it replied,”Affection. We do not know affection [what this is]”, she said to me. Surprised, after a pause I said, “I will consider this. What I can do.”. Then she turned and left.

I wondered what I could do [to get her off my back gracefully] and I wondered about crafting a packed of kindness (would that serve her need?).

Wednesday Night

In this session I decided to go to the City of Light in F49. There I met the Wizard and after a brief exchange I pressed on into the City alone; soon I met Veronica. I was curious about a couple of things regarding this complex thought-form resulting from a previous perplexing encounter and asked, “Why were you created Veronica”? “There was need”, she answered. Then I thought I’d ask, “Why did you leave so abruptly when we met (Aug 30th, 2017)”?

“I was needed elsewhere and we were complete”, is all she said. We then walked together as she guided me down a boulevard I’d call it, though it was as small as an alleyway. Here too all structures were light. Then we came upon a wonderful enormous tree of light in the median of the small pedestrian street. She commented, “This allows us to commune with the tree [archetype ]”. Interesting I thought.

Then a beautiful horse approached. I didn’t detected a rider. This horse reminded me of the ones on the planet that the Brethren like to inhabit. There also seemed to be a level of activity on this street that escaped me. Then after being able to be there and observe the activities I found it was time to go.

Thursday Late Afternoon Session: Grounding

Placing my mnemonic if F21 I again found the Sachem. We place hands upon each other’s shoulders in greeting. Then together we looked to the horizon. I can’t remember why.

Getting to my SP27 I went to sit in my chair. I looked out the open air window to the peaks and wondered to myself, “How will I know this is true?”. Then there were 3 loud hard knocks on my wooden door. I was startled and as the door open I saw the Wizard standing there constructed with the white light of the City.

I said, “Come in. Sit down”, to which he replied, “I’m not staying long”. Then after a pause he said, “So, you still have not made up your mind”. To which I plainly stated, “No. It is clear on the one hand, yet this knowledge has come through an imaginary construct that is fleeting. I have not yet seen a validation or signature of these messages [have I not asked many times?]”

Then after another pause the Wizard said, “Hmph”, and turning around he went to the doorway. As he opened the door he paused. He turned around and looking at me he said, “There’s an alien waiting here for you”, and he disappeared..

I went out to see Sheila and going to see her, I took her hand and extended a feeling of warmth…and kindness into her. Then after looking at me, she turned and disappeared. After that, thinking that’s finally over, I reentered the solitude of my SP going to my favorite spot by the window. Raphael appeared and again he came to stand next to me. There we looked out together, and as I looked beyond Raphael’s far shoulder I suddenly saw the female figure appeared again. I thought, “Now what!”


See earlier notes about The Shepherds of Creation; Master Builders and Master Creators. 

  1. Tellaidian is an individual that I first met during Starlines 1. We have continued to meet and there is a collection of notes pertaining to him (see Main Menu) The encounters with Tellaidian are profound. I will say here that he resides about 30 light years from Earth and my understanding is we meet telepathically. He is typically central to accessing aspects of the Stargate and what he calls “The Root”. I refer to him at times as Master Tellaidian due to the stature and devotion of his knowledge. He is a close association. 
  2. My collected notes regarding encounters with Sa-Tash are post in my Main Menu, “Encounters with Sa-Tash”. I first met him during Exploration 27 and I consider him a deeply trusted association. 
  3. Also discussed in the Wise One and Ancients collected notes. 
  4. What I call his “crew” are three aliens that work with him. With these three individuals we are able to join mind and they deliver and guide me into other energy states. These three are not the same species as Tellaidian. Though I have not yet published the collection of Master Tellaidian encounters which I will do, most recent encounters with him and his crew are discussed in the collection regarding the ‘Wise Ones and The Ancients’ 
  5. I attribute all my OBE or phasing skills to Raphael who arrived when I first began to access F12. He would appear, grab me by the shoulder and drag me off. This occurred over a period of a few months as I learned to keep up with him. 
  6. Simplest description is an Earth Goddess. First met about 2 years ago. See notes. 
  7. The first encounters with the Pleiadians are available in Mani Menu: meetings with Atur and Anosh. 
  8. The Elohim City is discussed extensively in other notes. The Green Wall is a barrier around the City. See The Wise One and the Ancients. 
  9. The Chamberlain is an individual appointed to instruct me. We meet in a tower inside the City. One topic we discuss is a book he explains is a docket of future events to be addressed. (See The Wise One and the Ancients) 
  10. The Wizard is an important individual that I explain in a yet reorganized collection of my encounters with him. I will only say here, that he had existed in a phase of time that is just before the present moment but having no past, arriving in our normal timeline. That state is a fulcrum of intentions and purpose that create and sustain our physical world/reality. After one particular encounter he disappeared and I had not seen him again. Seeing him now in 42 made sense tho.