November 19th, 2014
I continued my practice of doing sessions back-to-back. The first session: focus 21, immediately followed with a session to focus 12 session. I found this offered me more comprehension acuity and depth of intuition in F12 of the events that just took place in F21.
In the first session Raphael was clearly present. I wondered where this would go and at this time I also found that I was more capable of proceeding to focus 21, more comfortable with it. As Raphael and I were together we met another ‘entity’ I’ll call it since it was so peculiar. This creature addressed me explaining that it was an old ‘Friend’ and it felt definitely – not of this Earth. It explained it was there to assist Raphael.
Then in the session, rather than having Raphael grab me and drag me off, both Raphael and Friend took hold of me and we headed out together. I understood that I was suppose to keep-up with them, so they let go of me and I was able to travel with them.
We traveled/ascended some distance at what seemed to be a fast pace. I found how to adjust my effort so I could keep up. We traveled a distance and eventually came to rest – hovering as it were in blackness. I tried to further observe Friend. It’s color remained purplish, while clearly Raphael appeared grayish/white. Raphael has always impressed me as humanoid in shape or in his representation but with Friend I couldn’t tell what form he or it was. He appeared as a large purplish sheet or thin dense cloud that flowed with a slow flutter in an invisible wind similar to how a flag moves in a breeze but that is all I could gather; like a sheet of purplish energy.
Friend addressed me again and explained he was a friend that had some interest in my father for a long time. I did not intuitively understand that. I wondered if this pertain to a family line but thought that wasn’t correct; he must be referring to something else. It was hard to be clear about the understanding of what this entity said or meant. We returned. (As an aside back in C1 telling my friend ‘B’ about this experience he found this to be very interesting and explained to me that ‘Friend’ has an important divine meaning in Sufi literature.)
Once back I immediately started the focus 12 session and here I had a long encounter with something else, not met before in these sessions. I can only describe it as something I have known for most of my life. In the distant past I would have thought of it as God, but in recent years I came to view this presence more as an emissary. It had clearly been close to me at many times in my life and now I clearly recognized it.
This individual felt like the same stuff as the Elohim ‘plurals-entities’ I’d been encountering, but he (I’ll call it him) was different in that he felt in some manner more accessible to me while the others seem quite abstract. At this time I decided it was appropriate to call him El for lack of better name. He did clearly seem to be what or who has spoken to me throughout my lifetime. I recognized him.
He explained we were connected like two voices calling to each other. I try to inquire about the structure of this but he explained I should not focus on creating new paradigms of understanding. He described himself (and I clearly visualize) that his connection was that of an anchor, that holds one fast to the seabed. I understood that he was the seafloor holding my anchor. What this represented was the many many times in my life I was through with the intrusions into my life by these entities I always knew where there; those that inevitably brought wreckage with them, but I was never able to let go of as the facts of their existence I just could not denied. There was no way I could let go of this despite everything. I might as well no longer be me.
We discussed much and I was concerned I wouldn’t remember it all but he explained there was no need to worry about that. He also explained this was a good place for us to meet (focus 12).
Again, a session that was utterly amazing, and powerfully impressive. Afterwards I decided to call this entity the EMA, El My Anchor.