N:8
November 19th, 2014
I’ve been continuing my new practice of doing hemi-sync sessions back-to-back. The first session is a F21 free-flow. I return to C1 and then I immediately follow up with a free-flow session in focus 12. I found this offered more comprehension or depth of intuition while in F12 that pertained to the events just encountered in F21. This works better then having something happen in F21 and coming back to think about it in C1.
This particular day, in the F21 session, Raphael was clearly present. I wondered where this may lead. As we traveled together, wherever we were going, we met another entity. I’ll call it an entity cuz this thing is not like anything on Earth; a translating amphorous cloud or field of light. The creature addressed me explaining it was an old Friend. It definitely was not of our physical plane. It explained it was there to assist Raphael.
In this first session (F21), rather than Raphael dragging me along, Raphael and Friend both had hold of me; pulling me with them as we headed further out. After awhile I “understood” I was suppose to keep-up with them and they let go of me. I found I was able to travel with them on my own and that I could control my positioning with them, speeding up when needed to keep pace with them as they led the way.
We traveled/ascended some distance at what seemed to be a fast pace; crossing a great distance though I don’t know what distance means here. As we traveled I found I could adjust my effort to keep up with them; it was becoming easier. Eventually we came to rest; hovering as it were in blackness.
I tried to observe Friend more closely. It’s color was purplish, while Raphael clearly appears grayish/white. Raphael has always impressed me as a humanoid representation but with Friend I couldn’t tell what form he or it had. He appeared as a large illuminated purplish sheet, like a localized dense stratus cloud of light. He flowed with a slow flutter or oscillation as if an invisible wind was present; looking similar to how a flag moves in a breeze but thats all I could apprehend.
Friend addressed me again and explained he was a friend that had some interest in my father (?) for a long time. I did not understand that. I briefly wondered if this pertain to a family line but I immediately knew that was incorrect. He must be referring to something else I thought. It was hard to be clear about the understanding, what this entity was referring to.
After a time we returned. I didn’t know the reason for this travel and meeting. As an aside I’ll mention here when I was back in C1 (some days later) I told my friend B about this experience during a telephone converstation. He found my experience to be very interesting and explained that Friend had an important divine meaning in Sufi literature. My retelling of the experience appeared to have a profound effect on my old roommate B.
Continuing my back-back sessions, in my post-F21 F12 session, I immediately encountered something else. I’ve never encountered anything like this before. I can only describe it as something I have known for most of my life. In the distant past I might have thought of it as God but in recent years I’ve come to view or understand this presence, that I’ve known so long, as an emissary.
It had clearly been close to me at many times in my life and now I recognized it distinctly. This isn’t some guardian angel or anything like that. It’s a transcendent authority I’ve known for many decades, tho just dimly apprehending it. Now it was a distinct being.
This individual felt like the same stuff as the Elohim plurals-entities I’d been encountering but this entity – I’ll call it him – was different in that he felt in some manner more accessible to me while the others seem quite abstract. I decided it was appropriate to call this thing El for lack of a better name. The more the encounter lasted the more he clearly seem to be what or who had spoken to me at various moments in my lifetime. I recognized him or it.
He explained we were connected, like two voices calling to each other. I inquired about the structure of this but he explained I should not focus on creating new paradigms of understanding. He described himself (and I clearly visualize) this connection was like that of an anchor that holds one fast to the seabed. I understood he was the seafloor holding my anchor.
What this represented was the many many times I was fed up with the intrusions into my life by these entities. I always knew they were there in the background. They would inevitably be around during times of wreckage. I was never able to let go of the fact of their existence. I could not denied that I did know ‘them’ for decades; in a hidden distant manner. Because of that there was no way I could let go of them despite everything that would happen. To do that, well – I might as well no longer be me.
We discussed a lot and I was concerned I wouldn’t remember it all, but he explained there was no need to worry about that. He added this was a good place for us to meet (focus 12).
Again, a session that was utterly amazing and powerfully impressive. Afterwards I decided I’d call this entity The EMA – El My Anchor. As a sidebar note this individual, the EMA, is also known as The Outstretched Hand among the Elohim.