The Archangel Raphael

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Late October into early November while in focus level 12 I become aware of three figures that would appear facing me, standing together, shoulder to shoulder. They would stand in the same place each session. They would always stand just off to my right on about my 2 o’clock and about 10 to 12 feet away if one may judge distances in that environment.

These individuals appeared as three white ghostly vague human-like statuette shapes. It seemed they were frozen in time or something like that. I couldn’t figure out why they looked like that. I was never alarmed by them but I was certainly puzzled as to what they were.

Over this period of time they always appeared in my sessions, yet they did not move neither did they speak to me.  I had no idea what they represented but in time I began to feel that they represented something that was more than just some ghost, spirit, or whatever term one may attempt to use. I sensed they represented something beyond all of us as they carried a sense of authority in their statuette-like presence.

I could feel from them something I can only categorize as a deity-like quality. I recognized this feeling could well have motivated mythologies in the past, but I could not understand – whatever they were – why they were appearing in his manner – facing me.

Then one day in my hemi-sync session a new figure appeared. This individual clearly appeared as a man and seeing him was a vivid experience. He appeared just above me but nearly on my level. He had long black hair, not quite shoulder length, that was swept back. He wore what looked like a long rough plain cloth shirt; maybe like a tunic shirt, but certainly nothing like what we wear anymore.

There were no adornments of any kind on that drab worn shirt. He’s face is hard to describe but I would describe him as having a serious, committed, and commanding countenance, yet he clearly had a humble disposition. I saw him in gray scale, no color, but with enough detail to make out expressions on his face.

In this encounter we conversed at length and as we talked it was clear he knew me very well; knowing my deepest questions, my deepest grievances with life itself, and everything he said was also deeply comforting – all my concerns were actually purposed, completely recognized, and fully understood. This contact was to serve as a reconciliation for all of it and I was satisfied with everything he said.

Then this session’s exit narration interrupted. The narration and hemi-sync coding provide a sequence that regrounds the individual back to normal consciousness as the end of a track approaches. As this was happening I found myself receding, as if slowly falling away from this figure. As I felt this, recognizing this sensation of being pulled back, I looked up at this newly met figure and he called down to me – “Raphael”.

That surprised me because from the little bit I read of one of Bob’s books it seemed Bob like to refer to entities he met with acronym designations, so I immediately took noticed of this difference and wondered why this figure was giving me a name. Who could he be?

Later that day, back in the physical as we say, I thought to investigate this name on the web and I readily found may hits that referred to ….. the Archangel Raphael. This seemed totally absurd. How could I possibly have spoken with an archangel and even if it actually was an archangel – why would “I” be meeting one?!

Then I noticed that the name Raphael meant God Healing – something I’ve spent most of my lifetime looking for as I had previously lived 28 years with a crushing chronic disease along with other injuries and so I found that I was caught between the sense that on the one hand this was complete nonsense – and on the other hand – this seemed to be completely right since I did have impossible healings in my life although none of the healing experiences occurred when I would have liked or how I would have like them.

The next day I went back into a focus level 12 session. Immediately the individual Raphael was there so I directly asked if he was “The Raphael” and if so could he provide some sort of confirmation that demonstrated who he was.

He appeared perturbed by this, disapproving with me. I voiced that that seemed like a strange reaction to a simple question. I said I didn’t think “God” would respond like that…. and the being instantly disappeared. The session went completely dead. Following this all my sessions were totally dead for a couple of days.

After thinking about it for awhile I entered a new focus 12 session one day and called out to the space around me saying, “If – Raphael, you really are truly – “the” Raphael … I apologize”, and instantly he appeared.

Not only did he return but suddenly I felt and understood that we were connected in some way; that there was a bond between us. I couldn’t understand what the feeling was but it was clear to me that Raphael and I had some deep association.

In that meeting Raphael gave me the clear understanding that the life experiences I had were needed for something greater then myself – purposed. Here again, I did not fully understand what that meant.

The Energy Conversion Box

To understand the following sessions I have to explain an aspect of Bob Monroe’s method. In the TMI Gateway training and used in following courses there is something called the preparatory process. This process is a collection of tasks, routines, or rituals, one utilizes to help one prepare for the specific session. One particular step in this process pertains to utilizing what is referred to as an energy conversion box. I know, it sounds corny.

This is a box one creates for oneself; a mental construct if you will. This box serves as a receptacle for all the thoughts that might be an obstacle to clearing one’s mind for the session. At the beginning of the each session one puts all the things that one’s mind is busy mulling over, anything that may be a distraction during the session, in this box.

I would commonly put in the box pictures of family members, a small model of the building in which I work, and other nagging feelings about various things. Again, the idea is to identify mental distractions and set them in the box so that one’s mind may be free of these intrusive distracting thoughts, at least during the time of the session.

My energy conversion box had the form of a large granite vault that rested on a wooden floor in a small room. In my sessions when I was done putting things in the box I would closed its heavy lid and slid the box aside to my right. That was my ritual. Then I would proceed following the narration.

However, in one session following the recent encounter with Raphael when I was done putting the usual distractions into the preparatory box I noticed on my left a gigantic balloon-like feature. It resembled a partially inflated hot air balloon that was filling, and it was also filling the space of the room. This was became an ever increasing problem.

Given the time allotted for the preparatory process I became concerned by what this meant, and that there was no way I could gather it up and fit the expanding balloon into my energy conversion box. The balloon was completely unmanageable and I was baffled as to what to do; what this meant.  

Then, in some manner I can’t explain, I thought to shrink the balloon and as I did that it turned into a heavy lead ball slightly smaller than a basketball. It was my goal to shrink the ballon but the turning into lead happened on its own.

For all the following sessions those days and weeks whenever I entered the room that stored my energy conversion box during the preparatory process there would be this heavy object. Always present at my feet and I would need to put this heavy object in the box while I had no idea what it was or what I could do about it. I wondered, what in the world is this? At that time I was learning focus level 15 with some frustration. I was never able to get there it seemed – wherever there is.

Then one day starting my session as soon as I closed my eyes to start, not even starting the preparatory process so the hemi-sync is only just beginning, I was surprise to find Raphael suddenly standing directly in front of me, face to face. I hadn’t even settled into focus 10; the lesson narration hadn’t started, yet Raphael stepped up to me, grabbed me by my shoulder, then turning around he proceeded to drag me off into the blackness.

The strength of his pulls were like … like having one’s heart yanked out. Then I felt sick from an excessive acceleration like that at an amusement park but this was unrelenting and I guess I would describe the experience more like having one’s soul ripped out.

As we traveled I heard the narration begin far in the distance. Soon it faded away into the background as if it was completely immaterial. Then I recognized that focus level 15 (I guess) or wherever I was was very difficult to comprehend. It was clearly different from focus level 12 and wherever it was Raphael had taken me I had strange body sensations like being smeared, or squashed…. mentally I felt like I was collapsing from 3 dimensions to two dimensions then to a point.

Encounters like this with Raphael went on for many sessions over many days. I’d enter a session and Raphael would faithfully be there. He’d grab me and then drag me off. Nothing particularly happened in these sessions other than Raphael dragging me off and I would go through these sensations over and over again trying to coup or get use to whatever place or environments he was taking me to. I really have no way to explain it – or where we went. For myself, if we were going to focus level 15 it was something that was hard to grasp.